Life Lessons.

gadis comel, make up your room!

2012-01-14T10:39:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum people :) selamat hari Sabtu.

i just done making up my room. and i feel good about it. kipas lembap penuh habuk sudah menjadi energetik bila habuk habuk itu dihapuskan. ruang sempit atas meja sudah diluaskan sikitt so that i will be more comfortable watching movies, err I mean, study. You see, bila keadaan sekeliling kita kemas dan selesa, life will become more meaningful dan girlfriends, kamu akan rasa lebih comel sebab awal pagi sudah berpeluh peluh kononnya gigih mengemas dan merasakan diri sangat pembersih setelah berhempas pulas dan berperang dengan habuk habuk yang sudah bermastautin seminggu di bilik kamu. ehhem.

apa apalah kan. but making up my room in weekend is always one of the things that make me feel good about myself. yalah, sometimes to make up my room can be the hardest thing in the world. banyak halangan. one, ketiadaan masa. two, ketiadaan tenaga. three, ketiadaan rajin. see just how hard it can be. to wait for those things to come, mungkin bilik kita boleh berubah menjadi gua atau sarang labah labah?

ehhem. ini belum sampai tahap gua atau sarang labah labah. this is just a common mess for a room.

u might feel uncomfortable about your clothes around and your bed undone and your closet shows everything. oleh itu, sebagai gadis comel, you will surely want to fix everything and have a better place you call a bedroom for yourself kan? like this one,

and now im giving you bigger image of having a tidy, cute, beautiful and comfortable room just suit your passion sebagai gadis comel. okay, you dont need to have the exact room as the picture above but im sure you are creative in your own way to make your own dream room kan?

well actually, you dont even need to have a cute, beautiful vintage or expensive furniture in your room to make it look like the picture above. all you have to do is to make sure that your room is tidy and you feel comfortable enough to do your things, have a good sleep and beautiful dream in it. It will be more than enough to make you feel pretty because you know exactly how to take care of your room. comel kan? haha

err, can somebody tell whats wrong with me? well, saya pun bukanlah that type of girl yang bilik sentiasa kemas 24/7. I was just writing this because of what I feel about it and to have something to write in here ;D

so come on girlfriends, mari kita sama sama ke arah matlamat comel untuk rajin mengemas bilik masing masing. err..well, at least once in a week, which is on weekend. bolehla kan. one step at a time babeh. ehhe. Have a good day people! ;D

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I know 10 facts about U !

2012-01-13T07:20:00.003+08:00

ehhe. did i just make u smile? if yes, then smile wider now. get rid of those bad feelings and be happy for the rest of the day okay? ;)

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CBOX

2012-01-10T06:56:00.003+08:00

because shoutmix is asking for my money, so i am now using CBOX which is free for now, but i'll never know if they will ask for my money as well someday.

now you can leave your footstep again in my brand new CBOX ;D

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growing up

2012-01-09T21:14:00.004+08:00

to change is to grow up. what is actually wrong about changing to the better? trust me, you too, have the glow-in-the-dark side in yourself.

mari, kita matang bersama.

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most likely untitled update

2012-01-08T21:02:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum people. Its Sunday and im having Sunday blues here in Kelantan :P

Belum apa apa lagi sudah dapat satu assignment untuk subjek Pengurusan Gerko pagi tadi. apalah nasib. Its okay. budak baru masuk degree harus redha kan?

by the way, result exam sudah pun di reveal kelmarin. Alhamdulillah, syukur ya Allah. semoga segala dapatan itu di bawah berkat dan redha-Mu. tahniah kawan kawan. We did it kan? Well done. Semoga terus beraksi hebat sepanjang degree, hunting for our first class degree, insyaAllah.

they said, degree program is no easy bussines. oh well, jangan kamu sekali kali berani buat aku cuak boleh? inspire me please. tolong cakap degree senang macam makan kacang. tolong cakap yang i can easily grab that first class degree without sweating *just in a cool way i mean. tolong cakap those things yang boleh make me feel less-cuak, pleasee?

untuk kurangkan rasa berbaur, jum berdiet? eheks

p/s : hello families! hows home? i miss all of you badly :'(

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Fasa Baru Kehidupan

2012-01-06T09:58:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum people. Its weekend here in Kelantan ;)

its been a while dan sekarang saya sedang melalui fasa baru dalam hidup saya.

fasa baru? oh tidak. tidak, saya belum berkahwin lagi. Fasa baru yang saya maksudkan di sini bukan itu, tapi fasa baru yang mana saya baru selesai menjalani so-called orientasi atau minggu pengurusan untuk taklimat tentang perkara perkara yang akan saya lalui dalam kursus degree selama empat tahun ini.

degree? yes. degree. sudah separuh mati melalui foundation, sekarang masa untuk bermati matian mengharungi degree. tahniah kawan kawan. 1 year and a half, down! 4 years left. hello PISMP. can we be best friend? so u wont hurt me so much i hope

well, i have had a great 2011 year end holiday. my achik is finally married. im feeling kind of homesick at this early time of being here again. but, i think i can manage. sudah dewasa. mana mungkin berendam air mata lagi kerana homesick.

thats it for now. i dont know when will be the next time ill write here again. lets just wait and see. have a wonderful time of all people.

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worth it

2011-11-20T13:48:00.002+08:00

endure all the pain. it will be worth it.

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teruja, terlalu

2011-11-17T07:57:00.003+08:00

exam sudah habis dan hari ini saya akan kembali menjejakkan kaki ke tanah air.

HORRRAYYYYYYYYYY!

bye darul naim.

hello bawah bayu :)

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update

2011-11-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

Being a girl is not just about make-up. Its not about trends and brands. Its not about dating the hottest guy and attending the hottest club. Its about loving yourself for who you are, about wearing what you feel comfortable with, about falling in love with someone that really cares and makes u always happy. Its about doing what you feel like doing and not rushing a decisions which you have a lifetime to make. So the next time you see any girl, remember : WE GO A FURTHER WAY BACK THAN YOU THINK - Best Quotes

I got English Studies paper tomorrow and Social Studies paper on Tuesday. After Tuesday, I guess its time for me to enjoy every bit of amazing moments that I call HOLIDAYS.

Give it your best shot, nurul. and all J-10 students, all the best!

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cerita aidiladha saya

2011-11-10T13:09:00.002+08:00

cerita sebelum aidiladha :

instead of belajar grammar untuk menghadapi exam, saya belajar menjahit sulam. baju gambar besar adalah hasil tangan Tok Mah iaitu makcik saya. manakala hasil kerdil di gambar yang kecil itu adalah hasil tangan saya yang masih bayi, yang belum tahu lagi akan jadi apa nanti. haha. selain itu, sebelum aidiladha, saya juga membuat kek coklat bersama kak mi iaitu kakak saya disini dan belajar membuat pulut bakar bersama kak ita iaitu kakak saya jugak disini. dan apabila mendengar takbir di malam raya, hati mula sayu teringat keluarga di kampung halaman, bajet sedang berada di luar negara menyambut hari raya cis.

cerita semasa aidiladha :

dukacitanya, saya tidak menyimpan sebarang gambar semasa waktu kejadian. tapi memori itu saya simpan kemas dalam kepala untuk mengingatkan diri tentang betapa banyaknya saya melantak pulut pulut manis, ketupat palas, nasi kerabu dan tidak perlu disebut disini, sudah tentulah saya telah menjamah daging yang super banyak semasa aidiladha. 2 hari adalah hari tanpa sebarang sumber vitamin C iaitu tiada sayur langsung. its okay. bukan selalu kan?

pengalaman berhari raya aidiladha di kelantan jika untuk dirumuskan dengan satu perkataan adalah, oh perlu dua perkataan ya, iaitu : SUPER SERONOK.

hal ini kerana, hari raya aidiladha disini adalah sangat berbeza dengan sambutan hari raya aidiladha di sabah yang mana sangat sederhana jika dibandingkan dengan hari raya aidilfitri. berbeza dengan kelantan, sambutan hari raya aidiladha adalah lebih meriah daripada sambutan hari raya aidilfitri. walaupun berhari raya aidiladha jauh dari keluarga, alhamdulillah, saya sangat bersyukur kerana rahmat Allah menemukan saya dengan keluarga yang baik baik disini saya tersenyum sendiri sambil berbisik di dalam hati, 'how i feels like im homee'. thank you blessed people for making me feel like a family :)

cerita selepas aidiladha :

bermulalah sesi ketat muka menghadap buku penuh serius dengan rasa stress. sekian

dan sekarang, sudah selesai 2. social studies dan english studies, ill see u next week okay?

its weekend people! say HOORAYYY

exactly 7 days left for me to get home :)

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setelah sekian lama

2011-11-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

AKHIRNYA TERUPDATE JUGAK BLOG INI.

sssshhhhtt. peperiksaan sedang dijalankan.

esok saya tulis cerita panjang sikit okayy.

pray for me blessed people :) thank youuu

image : courtesy of whisperer quotes from facebook

about image : stare at the picture and you will find

the man turn his face to the other side.

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give your own title

2011-10-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

give your own caption.

p/s : pelik kan dunia?

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Cerita tahun dua ribu sembilan

2011-10-15T12:14:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

Selamat berhujung minggu semua. Kelantan da sampai penghujung hujung minggu. Esok weekdays akan bermula. But Im happy anyway. Sebab this coming thursday saya akan terbang untuk balik ke negeri tercinta, Sabah, untuk bertemu orang-orang tercinta saya ;)

Sekarang masa kuliah sudah berkurangan, jam interaksi kebanyakan sudah selesai. Minggu depan ada mock test (ujian percubaan). Minggu depan ada dinner TESL (makan malam TESL). Minggu depan banyak day-off sebab jam interaksi sudah cukup. Tapi harapnya it wont be a tough week for me lah kan. Weee, cant wait for thursday to come :D

Oh, cantik. Apa yang cantik? Tengok gambar ya. I got these images somewhere from facebook.

Theres not much. Tapi cukuplah untuk menjamu mata bagi saya yang belum berpeluang menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Mekah itu. SUBHANALLAH. Cantik kan? Ya, cantik. Sangat cantik. Sekarang sudah ramai jemaah yang berpergian*betulkah perkataan ini?* untuk menunaikan ibadah haji di tanah suci. Semoga selamat semuanya, dan semoga mabrur haji yang bakal diperolehi.

Teringat cerita dua ribu sembilan. Tahun dimana saya mengambil SPM. Hendak dijadikan kisah, pada tahun itu juga both my parents mendapat rezeki daripada Allah SWT untuk mengerjakan ibadah haji. My parents berlepas ke tanah suci beberapa minggu sebelum SPM. Perasaan masa tu agak kucar kacir. Sepanjang ketiadaan kedua parents saya, adik beradik sayalah tempat mengadu kasih, tempat meminta fulus dan tempat melapor tentang betapa susahnya paper tadi.

Perkara yang paling tidak akan saya lupa, malam sebelum hari pertama SPM bermula, saya dapat mesej dari bapa tercinta. Bapa bagitau yang bapa bangun sebelum subuh, merebut tempat betul betul di depan Ka'abah untuk berdoa buat saya pada hari itu. Mesej sampingan, kata kata hikmah dan cebisan semangat seorang ayah untuk anak (saya) yang macam kucing kehilangan arah sebab sangat sedih menduduki peperiksaan besar tanpa keberadaan parents saya di sisi. Maka saya pun nangis. Sedih tauu, wuwuwuuu.

Bagi saya, Aidiladha pada tahun dua ribu sembilan adalah yang paling bermakna sekali kerana saya betul-betul menghargai saat-saat itu. Pemergian mama bapa saya ke tanah suci membuka banyak pintu hikmah kepada kami sekeluarga. Ya, bukan dalam versi cerita. Tapi dalam hati-hati kami yang mengalami.

Kemudian, tanggal 6 Disember, hari bersejarah sebab saya tinggal 1 paper saja lagi, dan ibu bapa saya pun kembali dengan selamat, Alhamdulillah. Namun, pada pagi sebelum kami semua menjemput mama dan bapa, kami dikejutkan dengan berita pemergian mendiang ayah kepada mama saya (my grandfather). Dia bukan beragama Islam, namun dia tetap adalah salah satu punca darah kami mengalir pada saat ini. RIP, grandpa.

Cerita akhir, semasa kami menunggu ketibaan mama dan bapa, sebaik kami terlihat kelibat mama muncul dari pintu ketibaan, spontan, kesemua kami menjerit,

'MAMA!'

Dan berlarianlah kami mencari ruang untuk melepaskan rindu kepada dua insan yang kami sangat sayang itu. Waktu waktu tanpa mereka di sisi adalah the hardest time of all. Syukur kepada Allah, mereka kembali dengan selamatnya. Sangat bersyukur.

Dan kami pun sampai ke rumah yang telah dihias indah untuk menyambut kepulangan dua insan kecintaan kami. Di samping kebahagiaan itu, hidup masih perlu diteruskan dengan menghadapi pemergian mendiang datuk kami yang biasanya kami panggil dengan panggilan 'nenek kaki'. Begitulah kehidupan.

Habis cerita saya. Cerita kamu macamana?

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Day 8 : A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life

2011-10-11T12:14:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone :)

Im going to continue the 8th challenge for today. See, months had passed by, but I am now just making my 8th step in this challenge. Its okaylah. Im not competing with anybody anyway ;D

A MOMENT YOU FELT THE MOST SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE

Well, a lot!

1# I was a grown up little girl when I started to know how it feels to gain something and thats actually one of the satisfactions I ever felt. The story goes like this, when I was in standard 6 during my primary school, I got 4A and 1C for my Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah (UPSR). I got my C for my English subject. I was not happy for that. At the moment, I look at the result as a very bad luck for me and for the rest of my life. It then took me to one point where I was being very serious in learning English just because my UPSR result. I entered secondary school and I became even more serious for English subject. I tried my very best to be close to my English teacher when I was in form 1, Sir Md Nor Hazi. It took all the effort in me to do exercises, reading english story books, try saying out loud the English words and a lot more. During that time, I was thinking that it will never be enough for me to be good in English. However, when I was in form 2, I was announced to get the highest achievement in English subject, then only I realized how much effort I had done for that. When I was in form 3, Miss Safina was teaching my class for English and it became easier for me to meet her and showed her my piece of essay and Alhamdulillah, I got A for my English in Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR). After getting C for my UPSR, of course it was a huge satisfaction for me to get A in PMR.

2# I didnt stop at that point. I kept on working to improve day by day. When I was in form 5, Sir Zakaria was teaching me English and I was given the opportunity to participate parliamentary debate. Our team manage to reach the state level and that was enough for me to feel another satisfaction in my life.

3# I started with getting C in UPSR and finally I am here, in IPG Kampus Kota Bharu. I am studying to be a future teacher. An ENGLISH future teacher. Thats another satisfaction after I got A for English in my SPM. The most that I can say to express my satisfaction is ALHAMDULILLAH..

4# I am now in Kelantan, living my life as a college student. For a student like me, assignments are like food for every semester. Whenever I got all my assignments done, I will be very happy and that will be another satisfaction in my life.

5# When its the time for me to go back to Sabah and see the faces of important people in my life, I will feel like my life really has nothing to give me as a burden. My family is the best cure for everything. Meeting them after being away with them for quite a long time, is the huge satisfaction I could possibly feel in my life.

Back then, I believe that there will be more satisfaction to come throughout my journey. For all the hard times, there will come the best moments of life.

Without dreaming, you might not get any idea about what to do with your life. So, if you dont have any dream, DREAM NOW! You can be anything, exactly like what you are in your dream. All you have to do is to work on it and never give up :)

Errr, ceramah motivasi? Hee, its a no. Im just sharing my story. So, whats yours?

Thank you for reading :)

Kembali

2011-10-10T07:23:00.003+08:00

Hmm, kembali la sangat. Tunggu beberapa hari lagi, mungkin hiatus yang lebih panjang akan bermula. Sungguh tidak berskill langsung dalam berblogging

Esok saya buat entri panjang sikit ok? Good day everyone!

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Not Biru & Not Hijau

2011-08-14T20:22:00.010+08:00

"Duit RM1 telah bertemu dengan RM50 dan bertanya:

RM1: Oit,lama tak nampak, mana ko pergi?

RM50: Woooh, aku pergi merata tempat. Pergi stadium tgk bola, gi Mall, gi date dgn awek, lepak One Utama, konsert2..tempat2 cam tuh lah. Eh, ko camner lak?

RM1 :(menjawab perlahan seraya menunduk)Hmm..biasa lah.. Balik-balik tempat sama.. surau, masjid, surau, masjid. "

Source : somewhere around facebook.

Haa. Kena batang hidung?

Well, its common kan. Bila ada tabung bergerak yang memohon sumbangan kita, keluarlah not biru instead of not merah atau hijau dari poket untuk mengisi tabung tersebut. Tahniah tuan tuan dan puan puan. Anda telah bersedekah dan insyaAllah, walaupun sedikit, pasti akan memanjangkan kebaikan yang tuan tuan dan puan puan akan perolehi. Tahniah kerana ikhlas!

Alhamdulillah. Mampu bersedekah.

Keesokkan harinya adalah masa untuk bersuka ria. Shopping, tonton wayang, makan di sushi king, dessert baskin robbins. Dengan not hijau berkeping keping. Bukan not biru ya. Not hijau.

Oh Tuhan, batang hidung aku pun kena jugak.

Malu dengan diri sendiri. malu dengan Allah.

p/s : renung renungkan dan selamat beramal :)

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Dream :)

2011-08-12T21:59:00.004+08:00

Courtesy to Google.

Wait for yours pretties. That dream guy will come to you. Like how a prince will come to the princess at the end of a fairy tale :)

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Day 7 : My Zodiac Sign and If I Think It Fits My Personality

2011-08-10T13:29:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello readers :)

Its day 7 now, and its about astrology. Well, I dont really go for all these zodiac stuffs. Lets just see what we got for a Gemini like me ;)

http://www.eruptingmind.com/gemini-personality/

Ill list them based on the sub-topics.

1. Physical appearance :

-I dont have dark eyebrows.

-I dont walk fast. Just sometimes, when I already late for class ;)

2. First impressions :

-Versatility communication and 'know-it-all' impression? Well, maybe yes. Any subject would likely be easy for me to discuss even I know not a single thing about the topic. Kadang kadang sampai terkeluar topik pun tetap berlagak cool =.='

-Adaptable to the environment? Sometimes yes, sometimes not.

-Very good in initiating different projects but soon they lose their interest and move to the next idea. EXACTLY ME!

-Enjoy the lights and happy side of life and takes things very lightly. Maybe.

3. Gemini personality likes :

-Independence movement and action is the first demand. No. I need someone or some stress situation to push me to start doing something.

- Travelling to different places and countries is the most dream. OH YESS! However, I need some new invention for travelling other than using plane. Remember one of my list in this post?

- Hobbies, one of them is light sports. Oh, so not true!

-Often attracted to yellow and green colour? no.

4. Gemini personality dislikes :

- Dislikes those who always bring long list of complains. Well, sometimes yes. Sometimes, even me will bring longer list of complains!

- Dont like well-disciplined routine and life. Well yeah, strict rules are so not cool. Its just that sometimes I have the thought that, if its not because of those rules, I might not be like who I am at this moment.

- Dislikes waiting. Ohh, who dont?

-Do not like to waste time? OMG, millions hours of mine had been wasted throughout my life LOL

- Hate to concentrate on one thing for a long time. Indeed, but sometimes I do need to do so =.='

5. Employment and career :

- Best to involve careers like selling, teaching, marketing, information management and etc. And I go for teaching :)

6. Financial management :

- Difficult to differentiate between needs and desires. YES, but Im learning though.

7. Love life

- Love to flirt. NOT TRUE.

Thats it. Theres a lot more in that website. These are just some of them. No matter what, being who I am today, I guess got nothing to do with this horoscope matter. Just have a little faith about who you really are and be confident about yourself okay ;D

Done. Till my next post, semoga masih menjalani ibadah puasa dengan tenang :)

Thank you for reading :)

Day 6 : 30 Interesting Facts About Myself

2011-08-09T16:37:00.003+08:00

Back to the challenge. Oh yeah, so called challenge. 30 days lah sangat. It had been monthS already =.='

30 facts? err. Lets see what we got ;

1. my name is nurul

2. my family call me LUL

3. not everyone will remember my name, but most of the time, they will remember my MOLES

4. i got c for english in my UPSR, and now im studying to be a future english teacher

5. i am fat, but i have a very handsome and slim boyfriend.lucky eh ;D

6. i like singing alone in my room, LOUD

7. im as crazy as my bestfriends

8. i read readers digest (only when i have lotsa money in my purse when i happened to pass by a book shop)

9. i get mad when im boring

10. i will cry on the spot when i got shocked badddddly. e.g. someone throw lipas to me or someone hentak pintu kuattttt kuatttt when i was reading or focusing on something

11. when im stress with all the assignments, a messy work place will be a better choice for me

12. i loooove cherry tomato<3

13. i will eat as much as i can till someone i love ask me to lose weight

14. if i am to do some talking, i will have loads of things in my mind. when its the time, my tongue got stucked

15. i dont like to critic and being criticized

16. i like farming. IN GAMES

17. i have different sound of the letter 'a'

18. i like hindi song. yes, HINDI SONG

19. im a good listener B-)

20. i love cute stuff, like all the ladies do

21. im a real good last minute person

22. i like barbie (:

23. i hate horror movie

24. i hate aeroplane

25. i have wonderful family. 6siblings excluding me. awesome parents

26. im quite into politic sometimes. highlighted, SOMETIMES

27. i dont really go for sports, but whenever i watch any match(badminton, football, tenis and etc) i love to scream as if im totally into sports =.='

28. i am busybody. yeah, i am

29. i dont know how to write things about myself

30. i took 5hours to make this post

Fuhhh. Finally. Hard challenge this time around =.='

Till my next post, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan tenang (:

Thank you for reading :)

Updated !

2011-08-05T12:00:00.001+08:00

MARHABAN YA RAMADHAN J

Its been a while. I lost internet connection for a number of days and I feel like it had been years I haven’t got any internet connection.

Anyhow, its not yet late for me to welcome the fasting month. So,

SELAMAT MENYUSURI DENAI PAHALA KEPADA SEMUA MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT UMUMNYA. SALAM RAMADHAN PENUH KASIH KHASNYA BUAT KELUARGA TERSAYANG, DARI SAYA YANG BERADA JAUH DI PERANTAUAN *uhukk uhuk. Will be back for raya anyway B-)

So, this is the exact time for everyone to reload their iman as much as they can. Grab the chance ya people J We have only once in a year for Ramadhan. Semoga kita semua tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang bertuah yang mendapat rahmat dan kasih sayang Allah dan pengampunan sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ini, insyaAllah.

Be blessed everyone. ALLAH loves you :]

Thank you for reading J

Day 5: A Time I Thought about Ending My Own Life

2011-06-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

another old post yang terperuk di dalam draft =.='

Ridiculous list eh? But it is possible kan?

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone J

Back to business, the challenge. I will answer this as short as I can.

A time when I thought about ending my own life will be when all my dreams had become reality in my life. Start working, giving the best for my parents, getting married, having cute daughter and son, being close with all the people that I deeply love for every single tick tock in my life, getting rahmah from the Creator. When I have that warmest feeling in my life, I think there will be no more regret for me to end my life by that time. INSYAALLAH.

That’s it J

p/s : will be quite busy with the new semester. Hoping for the best of time for me to update this blog L

Thank u for reading J

He is my HERO

2011-06-23T12:29:00.007+08:00

That’s just so true.

Hi there J Hows your days lately? Hope you are going through happiness much okay <3

I might be late for making this post especially for my father, but still, Im going to write about it anyway.

3 days ago was a day when the new intake for this year to come and register. Then I sent my father a message,

‘Pa, intake baru datang mendaftar hari ni. Teringat pula masa mula mula kita datang sini dulu..’

I was about to remember just how funny that day was when I was like being left by my parents in the middle of nowhere by that time. My father made it funnier when he replied me with this line,

‘ Ya, mesti ada yang menangis macam kau dulu kan’

=.=’ ok fine.

Well yeah, on top of that, what I think was, my father would never forget that moment. Yeah, leaving me in this million distance away from home, even I could hardly believe that finally I can stand alone here though.

My point is, I just know how father really understand what kind of feeling was me fighting with by that time.

I still remember when I was in my process to complete all the documents needed for me to get here in IPG, my father was the one who worked so hard to help me by that time. Medical check-up? HAHA. He made it easier in his own way, all I had to do was to wait. Bags for all my things by that time? Well, he find one for me, he think about the kilos to checked-in the cargo. My spirit inside? Yeah, he gave me everything he could. He kept my spirit up, he gave me all the words for my strength to face the life that I thought will be harder than before. He was MY HERO by that time, and all the time. That was before I came here in Kelantan. When it was about two weeks after I had been away from home, I was so sick. I was admitted. And for my biggest surprise, my parents and my Alang came all the way from Sabah to here. My mother was having a flu by that time and the first word my father said to me when he first saw me at that moment,

‘Rindu betul kau sama rumah sampai kena admit di hospital?’

Hey hey, sumpah nangis when I heard that T_T

Now that I have been here for 1 years, I have become stronger in time. I clearly know its all because of my family. My mother, my siblings, my in-laws, my only love and the one who hold the biggest part of it, my father or u can call him as my hero of life.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY, DEAR FATHER.

You are my hero, always and forever. I have my greatest respect for you that people could hardly understand the reasons why. I love u pa, I really do.

Oh, long post eh? Blame the new semester for making me so busy and when I get to write, this is what happen. :P

I miss my family, a lot much!

Thank you for reading :)

Officially 19!

2011-06-01T23:13:00.006+08:00

P/s : This post was in draft since 1^st June 2010.

Hey hey. I am officially 19 yaww!

There might be nothing to celebrate my day, but all of the sweet wishes and warm prays for me, most thanks for all family and friends for that. U guys are super cool! J

My only wish is, semoga saya semakin matang dan sentiasa tabah menghadapi hidup.

Much love <3

Thank u for reading :)

Showing Some Love.

2011-05-31T09:51:00.004+08:00

What it takes to make things turn out to be just like what I wished?

Smile as sweet as u can so that everything will be just fine.

Do whatever things to make everyone happy.

Accept whatever thought eventhough it sometimes hurt.

Stay strong even if a huge rock is hitting your head.

I did try to make it up to everyone, but it seems like it will never work.

No matter what situation I have to face, I feel so much glad to be here again. To see everyones faces again. To smell the sweet fresh air of this place again.

I will just count my blessings after all and smile to the world back again :)

Thank you for reading :)

Day 4: My Views on Religion

2011-05-18T08:23:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello J

Here I am, to continue the 30-days-challenge and for this time around, I will write about my views on religions. Lets do it in Malay shall we?

Agama. Dalam dunia ni of kos semua ada agama masing-masing melainkan free-thinkers la. I rather not to talk about free-thinkers or agama-agama lain. But, i found that in Islam, everything seems complete.

I still remember when one of friends of mine tanya, is there any guide on how to make a cake in al-Quran? Ustaz saya tu pun jawab, dalam al-Quran ada dinyatakan, bilamana kita tidak tahu tentang sesuatu perkara, bertanyalah kepada orang yang tahu. Then my ustaz tu pun explain that, it wont be every single little thing akan ada dalam al-Quran, tapi insyaAllah akan ada penyelesaian dan panduan dari al-Quran. Because of that, I am so much grateful to be born as Muslim.

Well, I am not saying anything bad about any other religion, but of kos setiap daripada kita yang berbeza-beza agama ni will praise our own religion kan kan. I do respect my friends yang berbeza agama, because I know, mestila setiap agama menyeru kepada kebaikan. Lagipun so far, kawan-kawan yang berbeza agama dengan saya pun always been so nice to me. Even some of my family members pun ada yang berlainan agama, but we still can get along very well. I dont think theres any religion yang menggalakkan penganutnya berbuat jahat kan. Kalau ada yang buat jahat pun, it surely comes from the person itself, bukan ajaran agama tersebut. Ya lah, manusia sekarang kan macam macam.

I hope this post tidaklah menyentuh sensitiviti mana-mana pihak ya. Im trying to use the best words as I can. Lagipun, saya hanya memenuhi tuntutan 30-days-challenge ni J

Okay done for the 4th day. Hee, this weekend I will be off to Lata Belatan for camping. Then some more classes untuk mencukupkan contact hour, then aktiviti kesenggangan for TPJ, then final thing for this semester, social studies oral test. Then? Terbang balik Sabah ;D yippie!

p/s : 8 more days for me to spread my wings to fly back to Sabah. Weeeeeee!

Thank you for reading J

Happy Teachers Day, TEACHERS :)

2011-05-16T15:51:00.003+08:00

Hari ni 30-days-challenge bercuti sempena hari guru ;D

As usual, students will grab their teachers today and say whatever things they think their teacher would be pleased to hear.

Happy teachers day cikgu.

Selamat hari guru teacher.

U are the best teacher I ever had.

Cikgula yg paling awesomeee sekali.

Pls give me good grades sir.

Thank you for everything cikgu.

I love you teacher.

and so on..

Today, all teachers will get all sort of praises, wishes, gifts from their students. As I cant get to see each and everyone of my awesome teachers, this post is speacially dedicated for all teachers and my family, for they also had been a very good teacher in leading me to go through my life path.

To my teachers when I was in my kindergarten, thank you so much for introducing the ABC,123 at the early age of mine. I had a very wonderful time with you in my childhood memory. I will never forget anything about it.

To my teachers when I was studying at SK Pekan Kota Marudu since I was in standard 1 to standard 6, thank you for every single second you spent with me to teach everything. Thank you for being patient with me all the time. Thank you for sharing so many things with me. If its not because each and everyone of you being part of me by that time, I will not stand where I am standing right now. 6 years of me being in this school, with great teachers like all of you, somehow make my childhood memory fantastic and will never fade away.

To my teachers when I was studying at SMKA Tun Said from form 1 to form 5, thank you for showing me how life can treat me sometimes so good and sometimes can be so bad. Thank you for teaching me everything about responsibility, about how important being mature is, about how strong I have to be to cope with my life. Thank you for making me stronger. Thank you for all the support and motivation you all had given to me and my friends. Thank you for everything, because with all you had given to me, now I am standing in my very own path, to be just like you in my future. For the 5 years of time you had spent to teach me everything, I could say nothing no more other than; I am still so grateful to have teachers like those that I had in my secondary school. Thank you, teachers.

To all my lecturers in IPG Kampus Kota Bharu, even I am only in my 2nd semester now, I think I had learnt a lot throughout this period of time. You had given me so many things to learn, so many thing to deal so that I can get to know how to deal with things that I had never encountered before. I just think that now I am a new version of Nurul Hidayah Bt Numan. For that, I thank you much for all my lecturers here with lots of love from me.

For my family members, who have been my teachers since I was born till now, thank you for everything. All of you have been a very good teacher for me. You taught me no other things than good things everytime and if I have any weakness and badness, then it should be my fault and not yours. thank you for everything. All of you are the teachers of my life.

To siblings, cousins, aunts and uncles who are in this teaching area, I wish you Happy Teachers Day too. Wish you will have a wonderful students throughout the time of you being a teacher :D

Well, is there any teachers-to-be day? ;)

Happy Teachers Day too to all trainee teachers in IPG Kampus Kota Bharu. Be a good teacher in the future okay?

p/s : 10 more days for me to spread my wings to fly back to Sabah. Yeayyyy, so exciting!

Thank you for reading :)

Day 3: My Views On Drugs and Alcohol

2011-05-14T10:51:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

I encountered problem when I was trying to update my blog yesterday and I was a bit pissed because of the line ;

OUR SYSTEM IS CURRENTLY UNAVAILABLE

=.='

Ok, now I can breath in relief again for now I can open back my dashboard *wink

So, my views on drug and alcohol? Hoho, here we go ;

To be frank, I know not really much about this two things. The only thing I know is, this 2 things is not good.

Based on my reading, drug can be either two; to help us in medication, or to damage our central nervous system which can cause changes in behaviour and often addiction. In any medicine that we take, it contains drug in it, but in just a little amount to control the pain especially in antibiotic. However, this little amount of drug in any medicine can sometimes cause addiction to those who tend to take the medicine overdose.When this thing happen, it might lead to drug addiction. When a person is addicted to drug, it will become a complex brain disease for the person. Their mind will become uncontrollable craving for the drug and seeking for it in any ways they can think about including to steal or even they have to kill someone to get money to buy drug, they won't hesitate to do so. Thats how dangerous drug addicts can be.

While alcohol, industrially it might be useful to be the solvent for substances like paint, inks, lacquers and adhesives. However, alcohol is more famous being known as so called tranquilizer, which several or even most of the people think that by taking alcohol will blow all problems away from them. In fact, it is actually dangerous and the person might get stuck in being an alcoholism, which is a very chronic disease that can hardly be cured. When a person drink an alcohol, about 20% is absorbed in the stomach and the other 80% will be absorbed in the small intestine. Once the alcohol is absorbed into the tissue, it surely will affects our mind and our body and that is the point where we can get drunk when you take alcohol. When a person get drunk, the person will have no idea a bout what he/she is doing by that time and thats when the other social problems occur. Now we can say, the reason is, ALCOHOL.

Ok, boring. HAHA

Very factual isn't it? Hee, sorry about that but sometimes when my mood is in, talking about serious thing like this is actually fun, maybe? HAHA. At least I had done my 3rd day challenge kan kan *wink wink

So, in any situations, I will go against these two things. Exceptional for medication that I have to take of course.

THANK YOU :

google image

answer.com

library.thinkquest.org

alcoholrehabcenter.com

wikianswer.com

See, just how much I put my effort in making research for this post. HAHA

Thank you for reading :)

Weekend's coming !

2011-05-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is weekend. So, Im off for tonight. Ill be back tomorrow to continue the 30-days-challenge. See ya..!

Thank you for reading :)

Day 2: Where Id Like To Be In 10 Years

2011-05-11T22:31:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

So, the 2nd day challenge this time around. Well actually, I dont really understand this topic. Is it like where I want to be in 10years period of time or where I should be in 10years more time? Ok, Ill pick the 2nd one; Where should I be in 10years more time.

Okay, of course I've done my study and oh maybe I already got 1 little kid by that time HAHA. Ya lah, now I am 19, in 10 more years I will be 29. Ouh, old enough to be a mother I suppose =.='

look slimmer than before kan? HAHA. *image from google

Ok back to business. In 10 more years, InsyaAllah I will be a teacher. So, I'd like my students to call me Miss Nurul, boleh? hehe. Ok, where I'd like to be? I choose no other than my home town of course. If luck wants me to be there, so I will be posted there anyhow kan. I am badly hoping for that. I think its more than enough to make me a mature young lady in 5 years time being far apart of my family. So, let me be near with my family in my working time please?

In 10years time more, I wish to have my own house just nearby my family house. So that I can always go and back to both houses anytime. *Oi, how about your in-laws house? Err, yes. I will have to discuss this one with my future husband first I suppose. So, the sure thing about where I'd really like to be 10 years is my hometown. or in the other words ; dekat dengan my family. Thats it.

Done the 2nd challenge ;)

Quite short post about this 2nd challenge,eh? Well, I am tired. this morning got full session. Plus the rumour about shuffling class for our next semester, ish. My head is cracking to think about that. What are they thinking? Will that action magically turn us all into angel and cause any trouble no more? I dont think so. We dont need it. We really dont. Dont do that pleaseeee.

p/s: Ingatkan dugaan sem2 hampir berakhir, rupanya ada lagi yang mendatang. Ok, terima dengan pasrah. Cuti cepat datang pleasee. Cant wait.

Thank you for reading :)

Day 1: My Current Relationship

2011-05-10T17:36:00.007+08:00

And so I start my 30-days-challenge today. So, this is the first topic. I never really want to talk further about my personal life, like this kind-of-relationship-or-love-or-jiwangkarat stuff. But since this topic is in the list of the challenge, so, Ill write about it. Well, more or less, I will done the first challenge anyway kan? ;) So, here we go.

Once upon a time, there was one little boy had fallen in love with one little fat girl. They were a very best friend till one day, the little boy admitted that he had fall for the fat girl. And there goes their love story till today.

Ignore the valentine caption. The little fat girl and the little boy do not celebrate valentine.

Back to business. So, their current relationship is,

and she is growing up with him now. Since she was a little fat girl with such immature mind of her, till she become a young(still chubby) lady at this very moment, the little boy which is now can be called as young guy is still faithfully stay in her life.

Physically, they might not be the perfect match to be together, but this young guy and young lady have different thought about it. They think that, people can always work for the shape they want, but they rarely can easily find someone who really can get into each other perfectly.

Young Lady : hey, dont u think I should start my diet?

Young Guy : Relax, we still have a lot years before we got married.

Young Lady : Ouh, ok ;)

Thats my fairytale. And my tale seems true, because I am the young lady. And he is the young guy. Being with someone who can accept me the way I am, is just make me feel totally grateful for beauty is not his priority in choosing the lady of his life. Thank you for that.

I dont think I need to write more about this, but just one thing. Well, I am just saying, but girls, do you actually think being with someone who is seeking for only physical beauty of yours will worth your life loving him? Ermm. I dont think so.

'waaaa..sunburn! Habisla aku..mesti si polan bin si polan dah tak nak kat akuuu!'

Oh come on. If you are afraid about that kind of guy leaving u, let him. Let him leave you because you deserve to have another guy who can be with you in time of fair or dark, I mean your skin. No matter sunburn or snowburn, he will always be loyal to u, and thats how a real guy of yours should be.

Well, its my thought. You might have your own thought too :) Ok, I had done the first day challenge *wink

sorilahterjiwangkaratbesiHAHA.

p/s : terima kasih pakcik google untuk image image yang sangat membantu dalam usaha saya menjayakan post ini. sekiann.

Thank you for reading :)

New Breathe for Life Lessons.

2011-05-09T06:56:00.005+08:00

Because I had been so inactive these few days *blame this totally-killing-me-semester*, so I would like to have another initiative for me to keep writing in this abandoned blog of mine. Well yeah, I wont reach the level of haniszalikha-or-fatinliyana-or-mariaelena punya blog, but I just found out that by writing, I really can express myself in any way I want it to be. The three lady I mentioned just now, I was totally inspired by them. Their way of writing and expressing their feeling is just, FANTASTIC. Their ideas are always brilliant. I like it, the way they are trying to reach their readers mind, the way they can make me sometimes laugh because of the humorous element in their lines. I just, yeah. I like them. I like the way they write especially.

Now, I put myself in this challenge so that anytime I feel like writing, I can just refer to this one about what-should-I-write-this-time-around? I do have my own idea, but just let this 30-days-challenge is my first step into it okay?

Ill see when can I get start :P

p/s : 19 days to go to spread my wings and fly back to Sabah!

Thank you for reading :)

Happy Mothers Day, Mama

2011-05-08T12:11:00.007+08:00

Everyday suppose to be mothers day, but for having one special date like this, world will be merrier with loads wishes, kisses, hugs and appreciation to their own mother. I love to see everyone is working out to call, to make special fb post for their mother, seeking for the most beautiful gifts, and trying to sing a mothers day song just to make their mother feel special to have them as their daughter/son on this Mother's Day.

To my dear mother, I am one of them too. I am one of them who are seeking for the best way of wishing you for your day today. For you to know, it has been 3 hours since I sat in front of my laptop trying to get the best lines to post here in my blog to show just how much I feel grateful to be your daughter, to make you feel special on this special day and just to make you feel alive for having me as one of your daughter in this world.

After 3 hours of thinking, the best line I could think to say is

MAMA, YOU ARE THE BEST IN THIS WORLD.

Not even one person will get to know just how much I have the love for you as you are my only mother and if I will be given the chance to pick another mother to replace you, I will pick NO OTHER THAN YOU, for you have been the greatest one in this whole world for me.

I am sorry for not being the best daughter as how you deserve to have one, and loads of thanks for litres of blood you had lost just to bring me into this world and for the countless effort for you to be my angel to take care and to look after me along the 19years I have been breathing.

For a beautiful mama ever, thank you for all the things you have done for me.

No way I can missed this chance just to say this today-

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, MAMA. I LOVE YOU MUCHOSS MUAH MUAH.

P/s : Looking forward to fly back to Sabah in just a few more days to see my family. Dear sisters, if any of you come across this post first, do let our mama read this yah. I love you all muah muah.

Thank u for reading :)

Done Macbeth. Fuhh

2011-05-05T07:13:00.003+08:00

This post was suppose to appear yesterday. But due to some bussiness, I just got this video this morning. Do have a look ;)

Thats it. Macbeth done. Congratulations to House Of Camelot, for all the hard work and cooperation given by each and everyone of us. Our effort was totally awesome. And we really did rawks the stage that night. Eventho we were facing some hard times during the preparation, dealing with so many problem, confronting with so many people, but finally we manage to cope with everything smoothly. Once again, congratulations to TESL 4 and all TESLian sem 2 :)

I have not much to say. I just glad another big thing in this semester had done. I am now looking forward for the TPJ and Sport/Games activities. After that, I'll be leaving semester 2 and back to Sabah again. Yeayy, thats exciting!

Pictures? Will be uploaded later. InsyaAllah.

Thank u for reading :)

Father-and-daughter. Unbreakable.

2011-04-26T09:45:00.010+08:00

Oh what kind of daughter am I. I forgot my father's birthday yesterday T_T

I make a reminder already in my phone, bad thing that my phone was showing me the wrong date =.=' When I remember last night, I tried to call my father for million times but it kept showing me this

'NETWORK BUSY'

ggrrrrr

Dear Father, I am very sorry that I am a bad daughter for not even could remember well about your birthday. My bad T_T

You have been such a great father for me for all this time in my every single breath in this world. I thank you much for being the real man for me, for being patient in whatever things I ever did no matter it made you smile or it made you feel bad. Having you in my life, like I am having this whole world to be mine forever.

I remember when the first time you and mother were about to leave me here in Kelantan, I could feel that you could see my tears as kids-tears-no-more, and you really pouched my heart by saying that you understand what I really felt by that time and just how much you tried to make me comfort to live my life alone. I remember when every single thing I could not do well, you will always be there for me and show me the right track I should take. You never give up on me, and thats the biggest reason why giving up is impossible for me.

Today, I am still standing here alone, with your spirit in me, trying my best to show the whole world that I have the best father in my life, and I wont ask for more because I already have a father like you.

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY to my one and only Father in the world,

HJ NUMAN B SUNGKIT

May your life filled with happiness, and may Allah bless and grant you a good health and a strong faith forever.

I love you father. More than words can say. More than tounge can tell. More that heart can feel.

Real Father
Some fathers are just father figures;
A real father is still very rare;
That’s why I value so highly
The father-and-daughter bond that we share.

I’m blessed to have a real father,
Who displays his love with such ease,
And that’s why I say on your birthday,
I love you more than a mouse loves its cheese!

By Karl Fuchs
Milestone Birthday
I'm glad I got to keep you as my dad
For all these days and months and ninety years.
You've been a special father all that time,
And now it's time to give you ninety cheers!
Ten cheers for loving me no matter what;
Ten cheers to you for making me behave;
Ten cheers for always being proud of me;
Ten cheers for the encouragement you gave.
Ten cheers for all the fun things that we did;
Ten cheers for always coming home at night,
Ten cheers for teaching me so many things;
Ten cheers for making childhood a delight.
And now this birthday poem is almost through,
So ten cheers, Dad, just for being you!
By Joanna Fuchs

source : http://www.poemsource.com/dad-birthday-poems.html

To my sisters, whoever of you read this first, please let our father know about this post ;) Regards for all the family members. i love u all muah muah

Just updating this dumped blog. Pity.

2011-04-25T13:51:00.003+08:00

Hey, MACBETH sudah dekat. And I am the make-up artist. Let see, what their face will be at the end of everything.

#Penat emosi melayan karenah mereka mereka yang aku tidak faham. Doraemon, I need your pintu-suka-hati. Mau balik rumah.

Untitled.

2011-04-20T13:19:00.006+08:00

Along the looooong hiatus I had, was a process of me being a mature young lady to keep standing still going through this life.

At the end of it, I just wondering

IS LIFE TRYING TO MAKE IT HARD FOR ME OR IS IT ME WHO MAKE IT COMPLICATED?

And I have no answer for my own question.

Dear Allah, I know that You will not give me more than I can handle, but please do not have so much confidence in me dear Allah. I am not strong enough. Do forgive me.

I need my backbone T_T

Isk :'(

2011-03-31T13:18:00.007+08:00

Salah siapa saya tiada masa untuk update blog? Sila mengaku.

=.='

Next week Ill go to Jeli for Language camp. Saturday-Tuesday. Yeah. Process of learning kan?

Sabar~

Nampaknya tidak menjadilah janji manis mau post segala benda yang telah berlalu. Lepas Language Camp, we will be struggling for Macbeth. Then, recreational sports trip. Lepas tu, TPJ rekreasi. Penattt weh.

TOLONG, TOLONG CEPAT HABIS SEM YANG MENYEKSA JIWA INI.

When I got time, I will post about everything. For now, I am super tired.

How superb it is if I got my family by my side. Sounds quite impossible, so I whisper to my heart, they are praying for me too. Everyday. And thats what make me strong to stand without falling each and everyday. Because I know that my family is just close to me. Here inside my heart.

T_T

Track 1- How Messy My Life Was Before The Trip To Sabah.

2011-03-28T08:28:00.004+08:00

Ok, misi bermula sekarang. *walaupun suda terlajak lambat 2 hari. =.='

So, the condition was : INDESCRIBABLE!

I had to deal with so many things. Assignments, exams, daily problems, KOT and the preparations for the trip. That was real messy. My phone didn't stop shouting. There will be calls and messages anytime, anywhere. Each and everyone of us in my class were 'on-call' 24/7. Sometimes we didnt even got our sleep just to get everything done. Secretariat office was like our second room. Sometimes we spent the whole day in there working together with Mdm Nori and Mr Zul. Penat bersama, lapar bersama. But at the same time, we had a good time working together. We made those days with no stress at all walaupun sebenarnya keadaan sangatttla seperti mau ketuk kepala sendiri dengan batang penyapu.

Credit to Mr Google.

Yes. No stress. Mdm Nori and the other lecturers did help us about the exam. We did extra revisions. We did some discussions to help out among ourselves. We did everything that we could for the exams. The rest, we just leave to our fate.

When the final countdown of the trip had come, we did the final touch of the preparations.

1-We packed all the boxes, yang mengandungi roti sebagai bekalan, gifts for student of the 2 schools that we were going, goody bags, and other equipment from here that we might need there during the trip.

2-We labelled each boxes. So that it will be easier for us to manage and to make the inventory.

3-We made self-spirit preparation as we confronted so many things after all those times and somehow, perkara-perkara sebeginilah yang buat lutut-lutut kami jadi lemah untuk terus berdiri.

4-We were ready to fly!

Credit to Mr Google.

Finally, we were able to fly together. That was seriously not easy at all. For those who think that we did this for free just to waste our time and money, you guys really have to be with us, so that you know, what did we got from this trip. For more interesting pictures and moments, do wait for my next entry! ;)

Bye for now.

#why do my post look so lame. =.='

Ouchh!

2011-03-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the long hiatus. Yeahh. I have a lot to tell, to write about and to be express along the way that I have been silent. So here, Ill make days challenge (ala-ala 30days challenges tu laa) and Ill list all things that I will share as a new post for each day. Harap-harap menjadi ya. =.='

Day 1 - How messy my life was before the Trip To Sabah.

Day 2 - How was the Trip To Sabah.

Day 3 - Merong Mahawangsa movie review.

Day 4 - When my heart speak.

Day 5 - Cohort 4 Snow White&Friends & Rumpelstiltskin play.

Day 6 - What I got after all these days.

Yes. Thats the list. The day will start tomorrow, and trust me. There will be a lot in one entry. *semoga dibuka pintu hati ini. :P

Bye for now! :)

Some things about girls that guys rarely care about.

2011-02-27T18:47:00.006+08:00

They dont always want bouquets of flowers.

They dont always need bars of chocholates.

They dont always hope for thousands price of teddy bears.

They dont always seek for expensive gifts.

They dont always wait for sets of jewelleries.

They dont always expect u too buy everything when u go shopping.

They dont always aim for ur money.

They dont always wish u to pay for every meal u have together.

In fact,

They always want u to be the flowers for them.

They always need u to be as sweet as chocholate for them.

They always hope for the priceless love of urs for them.

They always seek for thousands, millions honesty and sincerely from u.

They always wait everyday for the gold tender love and care from u.

They always expect u to always be there whenever they need u.

They always aim to be with u no matter u dont have all those money.

If paying those bills will ensure the entire lifetime relationship, they will wish to pay all the bills.

Guys, u rarely realize these things, don't u?

Is it that hard to just understand one girl in ur entire life?

Kiddos CUTE :)

2011-02-25T11:19:00.011+08:00

I was browsing through folders in my lappy and I found my nephew and niece pictures. Seeing these kiddos photos make me smile and I wanna share them here. Ill put them with a caption, enjoy the picturess ;)

NIA : Hello, my name is Nia ;)

HAKIM : Hye, my name is Hakim ;)

NIA : I am now growing up and I know how to pose in front of the camera, weee ;D

HAKIM : Well, obviously I am growing older than u la Nia. See, Im wearing my Q-Dees uniform. ok fine, ignore the botol susu =.='

NIA : I am gorgeous and vogue. I wear sunglasses everytime I go out of the house.

HAKIM : Me too smart and handsome ok. I do wear sunglasses. ;P

HAKIM : Well, water is dangerous for a handsome boy like me. ;P

NIA : Well, I learn how to swim. I dont afraid to be in the water ;P

HAKIM : Hey, Im not afraid! See, I was swimming just now :P

NIA : Lalala~ Someone is afraid of water ;P

HAKIM : Ill bite u with my chochy teeth !

NIA : Dont u dare!

HAKIM : No fren ! :P

NIA : Aiyoo abg akim, U are so childish. :P

HAKIM : Who say so? I am stronger than u okayy ;)

NIA : Ya Allah, save me from abg akim. T_T

HAKIM : Hehe, Im just joking la Nia. Come we play together.

NIA : Yeyeh. I can sit in the car with abg akim. ;>

HAKIM : Im tired bullying you.

NIA : Me too tired being bullied. We play again tomorrow ok abg akim. Good nite :)

HAKIM : Good night Nia :)

* * *

Haha. They are soooo cute, aren't they?

Well, I miss my family. Hope they are doing well there. Its almost March already. I never been apart with them for this long period of time before. All I can do is just browsing the photos whenever I feel like seeing their faces. :") ok enough enough. Big girl dont cry kan?

It become such an experience for me to handle the trip to Sabah together with Mdm Nori and the other friends. So many things I had learnt. Ill just pray so that the trip will goes smoothly. Dear Allah, do help me and my friends to get through all these.

For the family, hugs and kisses from me. I love u all mwah mwah. For the soul-mate, I do miss u. :")

WOW. Looooong post we got here. haha. Thanks for reading then. Babai :)

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2011-02-23T18:56:00.005+08:00

How disappointing it is when the person u need did not treat u the best way he/she can?

TOO DISAPPOINTING. and its hurt in fact.

I feel like screaming : arrrrggggghhhh, im damn tired. Can u at least give the warm smile and encouraging words for me? So that I can pretend to be strong eventho the fact is I cant even stand properly at this moment. Pleasee. :"(

You see, the best hero for a young lady is always her daddy. kan? *tears down*

BIGGEST CHALLENGES of the semester.

2011-02-23T11:08:00.004+08:00

Macbeth Play.

Language Camp.

EDU TRIP TO SABAH.

Trip for sports and recreation.

Ouh please. I need support.

MORALLY AND ECONOMICALLY, lol

T_T

Telinga berasapp.

2011-02-21T21:24:00.005+08:00

Ini post marah2. Jadi, baca bismillah sebelum meneruskan pembacaan oke.

Ok fine, mlm ni meeting. So, I was carrying all the social studies file to give the rest dan agakla beratttt juga fail2 tersebutt. Bila sampai sna, yg ada cuma senior cohort 4. Then I called the person in charge la. Dengan suka hatinya dia beritahu yg meeting kensel. and I was like, "whattthehelldemmitwhatthefishbloodyfool@#^$^@#@$#@^&#@*^*!"

Sudala bilik I tingkat 4. Tingkat 4 okeh. Tingkat paling atas I tell u! Fuh, rasa mcm mau keluar segala skill taekwando *walaupun xpnah ikut kelas taekwando. lol, sekadar menganalogikan betapa geramnya hati tadi sampai berasapp telinga okayy.

Next time inform earlier la dude. I do have worksss to be done FYI. Bukan u sorg okay!

Adoyy~ Sabar nurul, sabar..

p/s : Hari ni emosi robek. :"(

*Hope tomorrow will bring sunshine for me.*

Inside the alone-me.

2011-02-21T13:21:00.004+08:00

Inside the alone-me, I have the spirits.

Inside the alone-me, I have the braveness.

Inside the alone-me, I have the will.

Inside the alone-me, I have them.

Those who always been here in my heart.

So the fact is,

Inside the alone-me,

I never been alone.

Actually.

I should really put away the tears.

Yes, I should.

SK Kebakat - First step into children. :)

2011-02-20T09:54:00.005+08:00

The experiences was super awesome! Playing with children was just great. Weeehoo!

FYI, my group got the weakest class of Standard 2 to handle and to play game with. At first, we were all getting so much blurr because of the zero feedback that we got from them. Huhu. Until a spontaneous idea came out of my head and I attract them with a song.

Me : 'If u are happy and u know it clap your hand..'

and the children was looking at me with no point. =.=' They even dunno that they need to clap their hand after the line. haha! My colleagues and I was like '....ok,fine, they dont know the song...' We laugh to ourselves right after. adoyy children~

Then we told them what they need to do after every lines. We showed them the actions. and we made our second attempt :

'If u are happy and u know it clap your hands, *they clapped their hands! :)

If u are happy and u know it stamp your feet, *they stamped their feets! :D

if u are happy and u know it and u really want to show it, if u are happy and u know it say HORRAY, *they shouted ; HORRAYY! xD

Then I was like, is it true that they are the weakest class? They made it so well done. Thats what made us even more excited playing with the children. Eventho we struggled so much hard giving them instructions, telling them what to do, and helping them in every way they need our help, but the we made the 2 games so enjoyable for them and even for us. It was such a great self-theraphy for me. Laughing with the children made me felt so calm and I totally forgot all the mess that I had in my head. Im just..happy. Yes, I am happy :)

Well, these are the only pictures that I managed to snap yesterday. The rest are with our photographer, Mr.Kamal. Ill have them later and for now Ill just upload those that I got in my baby sony. Here u go.

Games session.

Prize giving ceremony. The lady in purple is Mdm Nori. She inspired me a lot since I have been her student.

Preparing the students to take a memorable photo.

Me, take 1.

Me, take 2.

Me, take 3. Btw, ada rupa jadi cikgu? =.='

My class and Mdm Nori together with the Headmaster of SK Kebakat, Tn Hj Mansor and the Senior Assistant, En Mohd Zain.

Well, Im now looking forward for the trip to Sabah for us to go to Sk Seri Gaya and Sk St Francis Convent at KK. I just cant wait for that. Not only for the trip but also for the moment to see my love family again. I have been missing them a lot after all the hard times I was going thru lately. :(

Wishing the best for me and U, the one who read this at the moment. :)

p/s : Mahu jadi matang. Pliss.

The Ice-cream of Life.

2011-02-18T08:06:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

Yeah, I didnt update anything yesterday. Sorry about that. I've been stucked in suchh a messy life for the time being and I just dont have any idea when will everything be normal again. =.="

Its quite a long time and I miss writing in this blog. Being stuck in this messy life of mine for now, I just dont have any time to express myself. The best part is, I am now STRONGER than before because of all the experiences. I become better in managing stress. I learn how to cope with problems. Yes, I am. and I just wonder what lifes will make me in this 5 years period of time. o_O

The worst part is that I dont spend much time for

self-therapy. I noticed this when I was watching a movie. In every part of the movie, all the works and the problems were clearly sticked in my head. and I

ended up feeling nothing about the movie but continue worrying about all the things that I need to cope with. Uwaaaa !

Frankly, I am SERIOUSLY TIRED. Super duper damn tired. Sometimes, I was just thinking that I wanted to run from all these stuffs and wished that I never been here at this position. Then I have the chance to think for some seconds. Then only I realize, I got the chance that thousands people out there were wishing for. Ishh. *insaf T_T

So, I am enjoying every parts of my life for now. I love to think that I am a teacher-to-be. Ill be glad to know that all these hard works will worth for my future. I am working hard for all the VIPs in my life. NO PAIN, NO GAIN kan?

For all the above reasons, I clearly have no more reason for giving up. My beautiful mother did said , just pretend all the works as the things that we like. So, I choose them as ICE CREAM as wise people said :

LIFE IS LIKE AN ICE CREAM, ENJOY IT BEFORE IT MELTS.

taken somewhere from google.

p/s : esok pegi SK Kebakat to organize some sort of language games. Just wondering, what kind of teacher will I look like handling those children? =.="

I had removed the instrumental for I think it will be better to read in silence kan? Thank you :)

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2011-02-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

Time is chasing me by now. Ill update tomorrow because after class tomorrow, it will be WEEKEND!

Bye! :)

2 jam suda fikir title, so this is the best that I can give. haha

2011-02-14T17:55:00.004+08:00

First and the foremost, Salam Maulidur Rasul to all Muslims who have the love and care in their heart for our beloved Prophet SAW. Mari ramai-ramai kita berselawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad SAW :)

Oke, tidak habis sebab jumpa ini ja di google image. ngehehe

So, hows everyone during my longg-long hiatus? Im very sorry, yeah. I know the previous post of mine was complaining about the internet connection, but once I reached the hostel and the internet connection was like 'mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum' , then my line was : ' adoii, no time to update blog T_T'

Haha, whatt a life kan? Well, I have so many things in my mind actually. Its just that I totally have no idea on how to express them. Ok. Ill start on the next post okeh ! Ouh pls, motivate me to update more from time to time. ;P

mode : Maher Zain song, Ya Nabi Salam Alayka. :)

Post kelam kabut sebab line sangat kedekut saat ini. =,='

2011-02-03T11:26:00.005+08:00

1) Selamat Tahun Baru Cina kepada semua warga Chinese di seluruh dunia.

2) Semoga semua warga Malaysia yg berada di Mesir saat ini berada di bawah lindungan Allah sentiasa, selamat sejahtera hendaknya.

3) Semoga saya mampu bersabar dengan line yg sangat karitt ini !

4) Semoga keluarga di Sabah dalam keadaan yang sihat walafiat dan berbahagia.

5) SEMOGA SAYA TIDAKLAH TERLALU BERSEDIH KERANA MERINDUI SUASANA DI KAMPUNG PADA SAAT-SAAT TERTENTU. T_T

6) Semoga semuanya dalam keadaan baik di mana-mana pelosok dunia ini.

7) Semoga masa akan lambat berlalu supaya cuti akan lebih panjang.

8) Semoga masa juga akan cepatt berlalu supaya semua ini cepat berakhir.

9) Semoga semuanya selamat.

10) Okeh. Cukup 10 ayat ! ;)

Bye !

Pesanan penaja : TERIMA KASIH CELCOM BROADBAND.

Mau dapat internet connection saya berusaha macam mau dapat 20A SPM.

2011-01-30T16:54:00.006+08:00

Eeeeee ! Geramnya.

Image from google.

Uwaaa ! Celcom broadband, berjasalah dengan saya untuk beberapa minit ini sahaja, plisssss T_T

Ok thank u sebab bertimbang rasa dengan saya untuk post entry ini.

Bersuara semula.

2011-01-28T10:09:00.003+08:00

Long hiatus eh? Sorry about that. Semester 2 is totally damn busy. Mujur lah hari ni cuti sudah bermula. Kalau tidak, I even dunno bila blog ini akan TERupdate semula.

Well, Chinese New Year holiday had started. Here I am, not flying anywhere. Resting my mind from all the works. All the headache. Well yeah, cuti untuk bergembira kan. So, smile ! All will heal. Like Nia's smile, make me feel like smiling all day long too. :)

Even Nia buat muka begini pun, still I feel like smiling. Semua kerana kecomelan Nia yang melampaui batas. Weee.. ;)

Well holidays, treat me well okayy.

ishh. what a shortttt update after a longgg hiatus. lalala~

p/s : thank u for still willing to make a visit here. God bless u :)

Zoom-in Dari Pena Farhana old version. ;)

2011-01-14T11:07:00.004+08:00

klik gambar untuk gambaran jelas.

Klik sini utk version terkini Dari Pena Farhana.

Emneya Contest Giveaway~

2011-01-14T08:10:00.008+08:00

Janji yg telah lama tertunda saya lunaskan hari ini. Janji untuk menyertai contest Emneya yang di anjurkan oleh kakak saya sendiri sempena penulisan

kisah Emneya di blog beliau.

Shall I start ? Yes. Ow, by the way, untuk mengetahui syarat2 contest ini, sila klik gambar diatas ya. :)

1) Saya sudah pun menjadi follower kakak saya sejak hari perta

ma saya berblog. Tidak pasti yang ke-berapa. Username : MyNameIsNurul. Okayy ? :)

2) Of course sudah ada di bloglist saya. Sila tgk di ruangan 'The Family'.

3) Erk. Kalau mau kata ada komen di setiap part tu, mgkn xla semua part ada. Tp, sila buat kuiz utk saya ttg setiap part mesti saya boleh jawab ! :D

4) Yaa. Ini tgh buat entry la ni. Banner pun suda upload d

an sila klik utk maklumat kontest yah.

5) Isk isk. Blog sy ni manala ada ramai peminat mau dpt komen byk2. Hey you, yes u. Yg tgh baca ni. Komen byk2 plis, supaya sy menang :P

6) Karangan? Erk. Haha. Bantai sajalah.

Sejarah Dari Pena Farhana dan Ilham Sakti Emneya.

Kalau boleh lihat pada ketika itu, Dari Pena Farhana cuma ada 5 org follower saja. Jika hari ini Dari Pena Farhana punya 434 orang follower, semua kerana bakat dan kebolehan penulis menulis setiap bait bicara pada setiap entri dengan hemah dan penuh pengertian pada setiap pembaca. Sehingga tercetus ilham sakti untuk menulis sebuah kisah tentang hati yang penuh suka duka yang dihadapi. Penceritaan yang dramatik apabila pembaca mampu menyelami hati watak berdasarkan setiap komen pada setiap part kisah ini. Kisah yang sempurna pada setiap sisi dan sudut pandang bagi mereka yang pernah mengalami posisi yang sama, dimana betapa sayu dan pilu hati seorang wanita apabila terpaksa menghadapi hidup keseorangan tanpa kasih keluarga apalagi bila satu-satunya suami mula berpaling tadah. Lebih sakit dirasakan oleh saya sebagai pembaca apabila setiap ujian yang menimpa dihadapi dengan penuh kesetiaan dengan hati yang tabah oleh watak utama kisah ini. Kerana plot kisah yang menarik dan mengundang sayu di hati setiap kali membaca dan sesungguhnya, penantian satu penyiksaan apabila melihat perkataan 'bersambung' pada penghujung setiap part.

Kepada krew Dari Pena Farhana, diminta mempercepatkan kisah ini dan saya mendoakan ; semoga kebahagiaan menjadi milik EMNEYA dan krew Dari Pena Farhana itu sendiri.

Okeh. Siap karangan. ngehehe. :P

7) Saya tag :

- My dear friend Azura

- Ana Mardia

- Kak Asma :)

3 org ja ya. xtau siapa lg :(

Okayy. Begitulah kisahnya tentang contest ini. Hadiah adalah top-up RM50 ya. Ish. Tgh pokai ni mmg untung jugakla dpt top-up RM50 free. *Mudah-mudahan menang. ;)

Kepada yang berminat, sila menjengah ke blog kakak saya, baca cerita Emneya dan join kontest lumayan ini ! :D

p/s : ralat pada entri sebelum ini, mama mendapat anugerah pada sambutan Maal Hijrah, bukan Maulidur Rasul ya. Ngehehe ;)

Congratulations to Mama :)

2011-01-13T07:13:00.008+08:00

Kerana menerima anugerah Saidatina Siti Khadijah pada sambutan Maulidur Rasul di daerah saya pada hari ini. I was told by my Alang and my father last night and I called my mother right after. It was a wondeful feeling to hear my mothers voice ketika menghadapi beban perasaan berada di kolej ketika ini. Ibaratnya, semua berat rasa itu hilang sekelip mata ! How I miss my family.. T_T

For mama,

I learned about love from you,
Watching your caring ways.
I learned about joy from you
In fun-filled yesterdays.
From you I learned forgiving
Of faults both big and small.
I learned what I know about living
From you, as you gave life your all.
The example you set is still with me
I'd never want any other.
I'm thankful for all that you taught me,
And I'm blessed to call you "Mother."

By Joana Fuchs

U deserve that award mama. Semoga berbahagia selalu dan semoga keluarga kita mendapat keberkatan dan redha dari Allah. InsyaAllah..

Semoga terus TABAH.

2011-01-11T16:05:00.005+08:00

Image from Mr.Google.

I wanna be like the raindrop. No matter how many times

I will fall, I never afraid to fall again and again.

Image from Mr.Google

But I just do not want to forever be the rain. Somehow I

do want to be the rainbow. That will shine and attract everyone after the rain.

Image from Mr.Google

After done with the rainbow, I want to be the sun that always shine brightly. What a dream, eh?

See, how much things I want to be u think?

I want to make a new revolution in myself. I know I am so much better than I ever thought. I know I have no limit in doing anything. I can achieve all the dreams. I surely can be the best of me throughout my life. I shouldnt be afraid. I have to be brave even thinking about falling again and again.

NO PAIN NO GAIN.

I have the feeling now. I want to leave the old me. I want to be a newer version of me, so that I can happily live this life to the fullest. I want to grab all chances that I can see in front of me everyday. I want to be the kind of person who has better thought about life, things that we do in life, always positive and be the most true me !

Everyday is an opportunity to do something great, be somebody better and see amazing things.

So, what are u waiting for ?

Mari belajar bersyukur ~

2011-01-09T17:32:00.004+08:00

Whats on ur mind?

I got this picture somewhere around facebook.

A picture can say thousands words kan? Tidak perlu penerangan. Tidak perlu penjelasan.

When u think u dont have enough in life, think about those who have nothing in life.

When u think u dont like what u eat, think about those who have nothing to eat.

When u think ur bed is not cosy for u, think about those who sleep on a wasted box.

When u think all the thing in ur house burden u, think about those who are homeless.

When u think u need something new to wear, think about those who wear the same thing everyday.

When u think u want to be like ur friends who live in luxury, think about those who live in poor and poverty.

When u are thinking about to make-up ur pet, think about there are still so many human being outside there that need the 'make-up' more than ur pet.

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal ! :)

Alahai wifi~

2011-01-08T22:27:00.001+08:00

Line wifi betul-betul buat saya kecik hati.

Isk isk. :"(

Money money money.

2011-01-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

Im not joking. I meant it. Ill suffer for u. Come now, send me ur money fast ! haha

So thats how it goes. Every years, every months, every weeks, every days, every seconds ; Money that matters. Even some people say, 'saya bukan mata duitan' or 'janganlah terlalu fanatik dengan wang' or anything else that sound common, in fact, that is the most thing that matters. Kan? Nahh. Dont say u never get affected because of this $$ stuffs. Unless for real, u eat sand and u live on the tree wearing nothing.

Well, sometimes the money problem can be the best mirror for us. Masa poket penuh, berbelanjalah sepuas hati. Belilah baju yang paling vogue dan sudah tentu harga pun vogue. Belilah kasut yang beratus-ratus. Belilah jam tangan rolex takpun casio. Dan semualah yang mahal-mahal. Yang murah tak main katanya, sebab poket masih penuh. When it comes to kemarau di poket, naah.. Barulah memilih paket sabun yang paling murah, shampoo yang bersaiz kecil, colgate yang boleh pakai seminggu sahaja. Baru terasa oren kan. Itupun oren masam. hihi

I once had experience such lesson on money stuff. I didnt think, I just spent in on anything I wanted. When I got accepted to get in this IPG, then only I realize that I shouldn't spent my money that much before. So, the hard time took place. And from that moment exactly, I really did try to manage my finance wiser than before. As what they said, mistakes make us a better person. I guess it must be true.

But now, its really not my mistake that the allowance still not yet given to us. Urghh. For real, my bugdet pun all lost because of some payment that they need in this early year. Not included, brg2 keperluan and makan minum and all things that need money. Well, sometimes I just wish that money can really be replaced with the raindrops yg masih x berhenti sampai sekarang.

Bukan apa, tp kalau dpt the allowance on time, I dont have to trouble my family kan. At the same time boleh belajar manage duit dengan lebih baik. Well, I just have the thought that tahun baru adalah masa yang paling sesuai untuk memulakan azam seperti ini kan.

Eh. Ini post merungut sebab elaun lambat keluar kah?

Well, ya kott. haha

p/s : Agak2 duit boleh buat 5 tahun ni jadi sekejap? =,='

Laporan Banjir dan Ucapan Hujung Minggu. :)

2011-01-06T21:04:00.005+08:00

Di laporkan secara live dari siaran Life Lessons, Pengkalan Chepa kini pada paras yg 'bole tahan banjir la jugak'.

Dipercayai kerana hujan rintik-rintik yang tidak berhenti sejak semalam telah menyebabkan paras air naik dan menjadi penghalang kepada pasukan bola sepak Kelantan membuat latihan di padang IPG KKB pada petang tadi. Hal ini kerana padang IPG pun suda mcm swimming pool pada ketika ini. Oleh itu, saya bawakan beberapa foto yang sempat diambil petang tadi untuk di siarkan di sini ;

Sekian untuk berita kali ini.

O_o ! haha. So, how do i sound being a reporter? Well, just reporting current condition of the place where i am at the moment. Sampai sekarang pun masi lagi hujan. So, berperaplah di bilik untuk meraikan hujung minggu pertama di Kelantan Darul Naim ini ya. Weeee !

Oleh itu, A VERY HAPPY WEEKEND FOR ME AND EVERYONE !

Ya ya ya. Suda weekend baru mau gembira ya. Masa kuliah bukan main lagi sayu la, sedih la, sadis la, tragis la. haha ! Kalau bukan rumah saya berada di seberang lautan, sekarang sudah pasti saya sedang menikmati makan malam di rumah. Jadi, jgn salah anggap ya. I miss home all the time. Kalau boleh pulang balik dr kelas pg rumah, ill prefer to do so. Ini apa, satu kali pulang balik dekat beribu. Gigit jari jak la tgk org2 kelantan balik rumah di hujung minggu ya.

Its ok. Thats what extraordinary in us, the outsider students. We are much stronger, don't we? B-)

Well,

Sejuk2 begini paling best tidur kann ? haha. Babaii !

Dari Hati.

2011-01-05T15:10:00.006+08:00

Kind of true statement eh?

Well, how have everyone been going? Everythings fine? Hows the new year? Did 2011 treat u well so far? Hows school? Hows college? How is it feel to be in a new s

emester? How is it to have something new in this new year? Can u adapt well with what u are doing now?

Okay, I missed to make a post for new year. I even forgot to wish everyone a very happy new year. I was busy preparing myself that I forgot about everything. Besides, I just have the thought that the world is growing old another one year. Well, we too, will grow old for sure. So, what do we have for 2010 to be remembered? For u sure u have at least one. So, keep it well in our memories as 2010 will never be back anymore.

Permulaan baru. Kehidupan baru. Azam pun baru. Its okay kalau azam tahun lalu yg belum selesai dibawa ke tahun ini. Well, life always give u a second chance that we call 'tomorrow'. So, dont worry about it. Keep working on what u want.

Im not gonna say anything about the college life. Its common. Everyone will say the same things. Same goes to me. But I do realize, no matter how much sigh and complains I make, things will just be the same, right? It wont bring me to the end of all this. Thats it. Be strong is the only choice that I have.

Checkmate for me.

Tanda ingatan buat ikan arowana silver peliharaan kami yang telah menghembuskan nafas terakhir pada awal Januari 2011, saya abadikan foto Mr.Arowana yang diambil tiga tahun lalu. Kali terakhir saya berada di rumah, ikan ini sudah sebesar lengan bapa saya. Untuk pengetahuan, semasa ikan ini dibeli oleh bapa saya, hanya sekecil bayi ikan saja. Di pelihara dengan baik oleh bapa saya sehingga awal 2011. Setiap kali ke pasar, bapa saya akan membelikan beberapa ekor udang untuk diberi kepada Mr.Arowana yang istimewa ini. Bapa juga sangat suka menatap Mr.Arowana bila sahaja ada masa terluang. Kadang2, kalau saya buat Mr.Arowana terkejut pun bapa akan marah. Thats how special my father treat him. I clearly can imagine how sad my father can be bila Mr.Arowana sudah tiada.

To Mr.Arowana, u had been part of our family. U will always be in our solid memory.

Do rest in peace.

p/s : I just miss home so badly. :"(

Goodbye 'Di Bawah Bayu', gotta be the 'Cik Siti Wan Kembang'.

2010-12-28T16:32:00.005+08:00

Sounds hard eh? huhu

Well, accept the fact Nurul. By the way, about the title ;

I was having lunch with my family just now and suddenly my father said

" bah, bukan lagi di bawah bayu ah Nurul. Siti wan kembang suda. "

Means, just in a short time I will not be in Sabah anymore. Ill be in Kelantan in 3 more days! Uwaaaaa......! T_T Holidays over. Im gonna get to prepare myself for another challenging year I guess. Im gonna miss u my beloved Sabah. Pls be loyal waiting for me for the next holiday eh.

By the way, last weekend I went to Manukan Island with my love family. But still I havent save the memorable pictures in my lappy and thats why I cant upload them to share the memories with u, lovely readers. But I tell u, Manukan Isaland is an awesome place for a holiday with ur beloved. I assure u! U can do snorkelling, diving, swimming and even building a sand castle on ur body! Haha. We did that to my love nephew, Hakim Shah. And that was sooo much fun.

I love the moments, I love the memories and I just love holidays. Pls pls pls, I want more! XD

Well, some happy moments had passed by. Bad times? I wont remember such things. One thing Ill sure, whatever the bad thing was, it'll becomes collections of experience called lessons.

Another thing, biggest thank u for those who had visited my site and the most apologies for still not having the time to visit ur site in return. Thank u and have a happy ending of ur holidays. :D

Award from Kak Kira. :)

2010-12-17T10:58:00.004+08:00

Nice and such a lovely award this time around. Seeee..

So, its all about love. Lets check out the questions.

1. SIAPA ORANG YANG PALING KORANG SAYANG?

Family of course. :)

2. KENAPA KORANG SAYANG ORANG YANG KORANG SAYANG TUE?

Because they are my only family in this world.

3. Berikan satu kata-kata sayang yang terbaik yang korang nak lafazkan kepada orang yang korang sayang, tapi masih tak mampu lagi untuk dilafazkan.

Hehe. Malulah~

4. Lepas tue,korang tag kat 15 orang blogger untuk sampaikan salam kasih sayang korang tue =)
I dont think it'll reach 15. hehe

Alang.

Angah.

Achik.

Kak Imun.

Lulu.

Ana Mardia.

Liyana.

and YOU! :)

Hehe. Thats all I think. Thank u again to Sis Kira for passing me this precious award. :)

p/s : alang, sehari sebelum tarikh tutup i'll participate ur contest. ;)

Cuti sudah mahu habis! :/

2010-12-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

Assignment masih bertimbun.

Belum puas berjalan-jalan.

Yg paling teruk, belum balik hostel sudah homesick. Adess.

Sadisnya.. :"(

We call this 'FRIENDS FOREVER' moments.

2010-12-13T20:40:00.005+08:00

Well, I had a weekend. Thats for sure. But, this time around, I had it with my friends. Guess what? I think it was something that I should remember, for because it rarely happen, maybe?

So, we went to Tg Simpang Mengayau and the day seem didnt really been good to us. Its raining and this is the only best picture we manage to snap along with our heavy laugh at that moment after we had our lunch together.

Cute? Yes! haha.

Not long after, kami meredah hujan meninggalkan Tg Simpang Mengayau menuju ke Esplanade Sidek..

These two are my forever besties. Ow, FYI, for me, forever means until I die okay.

Standing at the back; my sister, bidy, nano.
Front side; Sakinah besties, me, bady.

Well, I just loooove this picture. XD

The girls of the day.
Me, Eda besties, my sister Safuroh and Sakinah besties.

The boys of the day.
Nano, Bidy, Bady, Hafizan and Hafizzi.

My sister Safuroh snap this picture and thats why she was not in the picture.

And the best jumper goes to......... Eda! haha

When it comes to going back moment, tiba2 kancil comel itu meragam. Nasib baiklah keadaan tidak teruk and we manage to arrive home safely.. Alhamdulillah.

So, million thank u for Haddle, Eda the besties, Sakinah the besties, Hafizzi and the brother Hafizan, the adik-adik; Bidy, Bady and Safuroh. U guys had made my day. Thank u so much! :D

And for the next day, the five of us yg masih sihat walaupun berhujan pada hari sebelumnya mencuri masa lagi untuk menikmati alam. At first, we planned to go to Sg Hatob. Suda sampai pun, and suddenly sekumpulan lelaki dtg membawa arak berserta dgn asap-asap rokok mereka. We didnt feel safe so we left the place. Sampailah ada idea untuk menuju ke pantai Bengkoka..

4-in-1. Hehe

So, thats my weekend story. This might be a late entry to be post. Well, I dont mind because actually I dedicate this entry special for them, whom willing to share their day together with me even just for some time. I appreciate every single laugh u made me, what more a single smile.

As always, I do appreciate U for willing to sacrifice some minutes of ur life reading this happy post of mine. Thank u and big smile for u. :D

Life is for living.

2010-12-10T18:23:00.003+08:00

Its not for fighting.

Its not about feeling dying.

Its not for suffering.

Its not for hating.

Its not for wasting.

Its not for hurting.

Its not for only live.

Its about living every moment the best u can.

Live ur life as much as u can. U will be happier than u ever thought.

Trust me.

Thank You.

2010-12-06T08:28:00.003+08:00

Terima kasih.

A little words that will worth saying each and in every moment in ur life. Appreciate others and being appreciated, what is really hard with that? Instead, it'll make u happier. Furthermore, helping people will be more fun with the words get along with that help.

Aren't those two words just a great words to be said?

Tagged! XD

2010-12-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

I was being tagged by ana mardia. One of my dearie fellow blogger friends.. :) Tq sbb ingt jugak nak tag sy. hehe

So, tanpa membuang masa, Ill answer the questions. Readyy? hohoo

1-Perkara paling penting dalam hidup

Well, like wise people say, family comes first. :)

2-Benda terakhir beli guna duit sendiri

Makanan ringan for my adik2.

3-Tempat nak melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema

Blm dibincgkn lg. haha

4-Sedang bercinta?

Well, this is personal dude.

5-Berapa lama akan mencintai kekasih?

Well, i dont like being jiwang here. Do I have to answer? =.='

6-Di mana selalu jumpa kekasih?

Alahaii. Do I have to list down all the places?

7-Novel, buku atau majalah yang terakhir dibeli?

Motivational book, Life Lessons.

8-Nama penuh

Nurul Hidayah Bt Numan

9-Antara mak dengan ayah, siapa lagi mesra dengan anda?

Both.

10-Orang yang betul-betul nak dijumpai dalam hidup.

Emm. No idea.

11-Basuh baju sendiri?

?

12-Tempat betul-betul yang nak dipergi?

A garden full of flowers. Europe maybe?

13-Pilih satu cium atau peluk?

Hug.

14-3 perkara tentang orang yang tag

Org Penang.
Sweet and kind.
Pretty. :)

15-Lima perkara yang diingini dalam hidup

They will be the five common thing that normal people want in life. U normal? Then u shud know! ;)

16-Lima lagu yang disukai

Haha. More than 5!

17-Tarikh Lahir

1st June 1992

18-Tujuh blogger nak ditag.

Can I skip this? Yes I can. hehe

19-Cerita pasal blogger pertama

:)

Okay, done! hehe.

Well, its been a long time and itts already December! Weehoo. But, I can just hope that time will not go so fast. I know u know why. XD

So, latest news? haha. Nothing really. Im busy living my life. Tomorrow my twin will come for the Corn Festive a.k.a Pesta Jagung yg hanya diadakan di Kota Marudu which is my hometown. So, some preparation for pesta jagung also about making something creative using corns. Well, im going to make mine tonight. Just for fun. Kalau mau menang of cos lah jauh sekali, because im not good in being creative. =,="

So, the best part will be the presence of my twin here! hehe. I cant wait for her to arrive tomorrow. I got so many plan to do with her and my other friends. Weeehooo. Well, as high-level-vacation is not my standard, still I can fully enjoy my holidays doing things I like, don't I? So, u go for ur holidays, and Ill go for mine, simple yet can make me happy anyway.

So, welcome to Kota Marudu dear twin and let us enjoy the moment of being together after a long time we've been apart. XDD

My forever backbone.

2010-11-24T19:30:00.007+08:00

' When I am down..
And oh my soul so weary..
When troubles come..
And my heart burdened be..
Then I am still and wait here in the silence..
Until U come and sit a while with me..
U raise me up so I can stand on mountain..
U raise me up to walk on stormy seas..
I am strong when I am on ur shoulder..
U raise me up to more than I can be..'

Dear pa and ma,

Ive been living in this world for almost 19years. For all those years, Ive been given so much unconditional love from u both. Ive been given all the things I need. No matter how hard for u to fulfil all the things I want, u never care. As long I can get through this life of mine completely, without any feeling of being less in anything. U were there, everytime. All the time. When I feel like the world didnt care of my existence, u were there, being the world for me and give me the most love of all. When I sometimes lost in my way, u were there, holding my hands and give me the warm feeling and get me to the right track back again.

Yet, I never realized how much it hard for u to grow me up. I never care how much hard u worked just to let me get what I want. I never been care enough to know that sometimes u were hurt by my words, by my action, by my wrongdoings. I did things that put trouble for u. I did things that make u worry. I did things that make u hurt. Even worst, I did things that make u cry..

I AM SORRY.

For troubling u always, Im sorry.
For making things always worst, Im sorry.
For asking too much things, Im sorry.
For making u worked really hard for me, Im sorry.
For being bad, Im sorry.
For all the wrongdoings, Im sorry.
For all the things I make u upset, Im sorry.
For being a not-so-good daughter, Im sorry.
For every mistakes I ever did, Im sorry.

The only thing I need u to know, I love u both so much like more than words can say, more than tounge can tell and more than my heart can feel..

Thank u for always being my backbone, and I really have no idea how am I going to live without my backbone.

Yeahh, Im proud to be a daughter of a handsome father and a beautiful mother of mine.
REALLY PROUD. ;)

Smile is mine at this moment. :)

2010-11-22T21:24:00.006+08:00

Yeah. Being silent for a few days. Sorry for that, because i just cant help myself being so excited to be home again.. >.<

Well, holidays have been kind to me so far. I miss my home. Thats the main reason why I feel so alive dan sungguh bersemangat untuk mengemas rumah td. Mengemas dapur, mencuci semua benda yg boleh dicuci, menyusun atur, meng'ini', meng'itu' dan sebagainya.. Not that succeed, tp bolela dianggap sebagai usaha mengemas yg bersungguh-sungguh. :P

Assignments? *tutup mata dan telinga. Lalala~~ Masih awal hari lg, mood masih belum lg utk assignment. Cuma mencatat utk jurnal. Thats all. Nothing much. Well, assignments ada byk. So i dont plan to do all of them at the last minute even Im a good last minute person. But neither i want to do them at this opening holiday season. haha. Sorila ya assignments. Its not my intention to abandon u. Ill put my 100% attention to u later okay? Pls be kind and pls, let me enjoy the early holidays. :D

Well, overall, its such a super duper good feeling to be home again. I went out with friends just now and I feel so alive. I had dinner with family just now and I feel much more alive. I can have no sweeter smile than the one that I have for moment like this. Im looking forward for the sisters to come home. and I just cant wait to get along with them gossiping the latest news.

Most important, I wanna live every second of my holidays because I believe, Ill need the memories of the moments to make me strong till I can reach another holidays. :)

Bye for now. :D

Gmbr tanpa motif.

The End.

2010-11-16T14:26:00.004+08:00

Dear semester 1,
I know it will be a hard time for you. But I really have to leave u for now. Im really sorry that i cant get along with you anymore. Whatever it is, I would like to say lot of thanks for spending so much hard time with me in this 5 months. Ill be missing u for all the memories we had together. Ill never forget the time I was admitted in HRPZ, all the kindness u gave me to let people know how new am I in this place. Ill never forget every activities I had with u. The song in motion, all the experiences I got for classes u provide for me and all the things happened when we were still together. I really appreciate every single lessons u have for me in every steps I take by the time i was with u. Thank u so much. For all the bad times, dont worry, I forgive u. U dont have the regret because at least u taught me how to deal with problems and bad times. Well, Ill be on my flight this Thursday. Im gonna miss u and please, dont miss me too much because i still have many many semesters to go. U take care and have a good time with a brand new one next year.

love,
Nurul Numan.

Well, yeah. This is the end of semester one. BTW, congratulations Nurul! Seems like its not really easy to get through everything until u reach this end point of semester one. :)

Whatever it is, I did learned many things in this period of time. I learned how to be strong. I learned how to be honest with myself and others. I learned how to manage and deal with my emotion. I learned how to really be myself. I learned how to enjoy myself even I have certain things that i cant really do because of several reason. But still, Im enjoying every moments of my life by now. I just want to be a happy person, experiencing everything and enjoying the moment of life. I just want to be happy living my life as a trainee teacher so that Ill never regret my decision to be a teacher later on.

By the way,in this semester, a lot of things had happened. Just for me to remember, that i was admitted during the third week thats 1. I worked hard for the song in motion, and at last I couldnt participate because of a high fever, thats 2. Again, I was sick and I couldnt see Miss Emi for the last time before she went to do Hajj, thats 3. I suffered batu karang for about a week after the raya holiday, thats 4. I forced myself to work hard for all the assingments and musical drama, thats 5. The hardest thing was when all the TESLIANs got the news about arwah Syakir and we had to postponed the musical drama to the next semester. Thats the most hard for us, the semester one TESLIANs. ALFATIHAH for arwah..

I think thats more than enough for me to call it as one semester. So, with such great honour, I really like to say, SAYONARA SEMESTER 1. InsyaAllah Ill see u again in PISMP version. :D

By the way, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims in the world. Well, Ill be experiencing a 'raya di perantauan'. Agk2 ada feeling? haha. Whatever. Ill be at home in 2 more days. My flight will be on this Thursday. Yeayy! So excited. >.<>

Sementara masih bernyawa.

2010-11-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating these few days. Im quite busy dealing with my days. Some of them had been kind to me, and some of them really made me feel bad.

One, im having problem with people having problem with me. What with that? Hey, u dont like me, then u say it out. U dont have to act like id done something that really wrong, and obviously show that u really dont like me. Let me know the wrong thing, then ill try to fix it. Well, ask the mechanic, how will they fix the car if they dont know what is broken? ok. U can answer, mechanic is good in this. But pls, dont expect me to be as expert as the mechanic. Okay?

Two, i think i really have to practice to be more cool later on. Adehh. Easily become panic really make me feel bad. I made a mistake and i cant even being waras to solve the problem. Ada tuisyen peningkatan keyakinan diri dimana2? =.='

Three, its such a shocking news for all warga IPG Kampus Kota Bharu. One of the semester 1 TESLIAN from Tesl 3 passed away in an accident. huhu. What a news! Semua warga IPG terpinga-pinga seperti tidak percaya. 'Baru td lepak ngan dia', 'baru td makan sekali dgn dia','baru nampak dia gelak2 tadi'.. and so on. Semuanya tanpa dijangka. Siapa sangka, perjalanan untuk menghilangkan tension menjadi perjalanan terakhir buat arwah. Itupun pada umur yang begitu muda, 18 tahun. Jadi, sila percaya bahawa maut tidak mengira usia. Arwah se batch dgn sy. Dalam kos yg sama, TESL. Based on one of the senior who went to his house yesterday, his mum said that being an English teacher was his dream. Not in time to reach the dream, Allah lebih sygkan dia. To give the final honor to arwah and his family, the musical drama that suppose to happen today was postponed to the next semester. As he had no children to pray for him, let us, as his friends, help his family to pray for him. ALFATIHAH buat arwah Mohd Syakir B Mohd Saleh, TESLIAN June Intake IPG KKB. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan berada dalam kalangan org2 yang beriman. Amin..

By the way, take a glance at this news article. Di perbetulkan disini, arwah tidak berlumba atau merempit. To all news writer, pls make sure u put the right words to describe what happened. If u are not sure, then dont write like how u want it to be. okay? Pihak maktab sangat kesal dengan kenyataan yang dikeluarkan oleh mana-mana akhbar yg berkenaan. Do consider about the family. They are going through the hard time, at least dont give bad impression dr masyarakat pd arwah anak yg baru meninggalkan mereka. Same impact goes to IPG. Pls take consideration before u write something. Okay?

Well, days were passing by so fast. In just a day, anything can happen. Even the thing that we never expect. Jadi, bersedialah. Sementara kita masih boleh bersedia.

p/s : Pls be informed that in 4 days ill be at home. :)

Dont quit.

2010-11-12T11:45:00.004+08:00

When things go wrong,
As they sometimes will,
When the road u are trudging,
Seems all up hill,
When funds are low and debts are high,
and u want to smile,
but u have to sigh,
rest, if u must.
but dont u ever quit..
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Dont give up though the pace seems slow,
U may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And u never can tell how close u are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when u are hardest fit,
Its when the things seem worst,
Then u must not quit..

-Dont quit poem-

Her.

2010-11-12T10:03:00.007+08:00

First and the foremost, i would really like to give the best wishes and Happy Birthday to my love Along. Wishing u will have a great another year to go through. Praying for the best in ur life and ur family. Thank u for everything u had done to me. The only solid thing i can say, i love u more than words can say.. :)

Well, done with the wishing. and i got issue to say here.

'I cant have baby with u. I have to go and find another wife'
'Im not happy with u. I have to go and find another wife'
'You are troubling me. I have to go and find another wife'
'I can afford to have more than u. I will go and find another wife'

Hey,
If she cant give baby for u, dont blame her. If u are a man, and u got affected for not having a baby, what more a woman? U can find another wife to have a baby, but can she find another husband to get a baby? If u are not happy being with her, why did u proposed her? Why want to live with her? Why were u trying hard to make her agree to accept ur proposal? If u think she trouble u so much, pls count every single thing u trouble her before. Do they ever tired of being troubled by u? If u are very rich and can have more than one wife, why choose the loyal her? Why dont u choose any woman that u can buy anywhere? U have so much money, right?

U know what husbands, ur wife is the strongest person on earth if she allow u to do so. At the same time, u never have the guts to know how hurt ur wife is when u say that to her. U never want to know how much those words will burn their spirits as ur wife. U even dont know how much tears will come out from their watery eyes. Well, at least u ask for her permission right.

Hey husbands,it had been some times u were living together. It had been some time when u woke up and u see her face next to u. It had been some times she prepared everything u need, everything u want. It had been some times u were going through a happy life full of laughter, full of jokes. It has been some time u were spending time together, laughing and crying. Sharing everything. Why want to stop the happiness? U already have the world heaven living together. Why go to hell? Why have to trouble urself to create problem? If theres any problem, then why give up so easily? Why cant remember how hard u tried to get her at the very first moment u want her? Why to let it go so easily? Why have to hurt her and urself in such a way? WHY?

To all men outside there,
Honor ur wife, because at the moment she agreed to be ur wife, she had made such a big sacrifice to complete ur life. To be ur arms. She has no more space to have another husband. She had given her all life and soul for u. Eventhough u have the power to have another wife, dont use the power to hurt ur wife. Pls dont. Because behind the strength and the solid her, theres a sign that has in every women says, HANDLE WITH CARE.

' Wanita diciptakan dari tulang rusuk lelaki,
Bukan dari kepala untuk disanjung tinggi,
Bukan dari kaki untuk dibenci dan disakiti,
Tapi dekat dengan tangan untuk dijaga dan dilindungi,
Dekat dengan hati untuk disayangi dan dikasihi..'

I just want to live my life.

2010-11-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

'Why is it when things seem to be going good something bad comes and ruin it?'

Well, thats life. Somebody said to me, dont ask such question. And again i ask, why? Why cannot i ask that question? I do have the right in my life, dont I? I do have the right to feel sad, dont I? I do have the right to object, dont I? I do have the right to feel free, to be happy, dont I?

Well people. I dont ask for much. U dont have to cheer me every second im standing there, next to u. I just want u to enjoy ur life, as how i do. If u dont, then me, as the one who standing next to u, will feel bad for u too. Because u are affecting mine!

U see, i just want to live my life. Thats all. i never mean to hurt u people. If i dont know, ill ask. And please, dont get angry because i ask. Its just that i still dont get what u want to tell me. I just want to know. I wont live my life if im in doubt and thats the reason why i ask. I want to enjoy what am i doing, i want to experience all that life offer me in this age. Dont get pissed because of my slowness. Pls, be kind. Because i just want to know.

Hey, its just the first semester. I still have a long way to go. I wont be a part of u if u dont want to. and please, dont be with me. Unless u will be crazy because of useless me. I am slow. I dont do things good. I always make mistake. I have a lot of mistakes! So dont expect the best from me. U wont get it. Unless u really understand that that is how im living my life.

Dont be mad. because u are wasting ur time being mad at me. I wont be better. I totally know what am i doing and yeah, i just want to live my life. Thats it.

Different.

2010-11-09T17:42:00.001+08:00

What do we have in life?

Sometimes, different sight will give us something new to think about.

Say Alhamdulillah for what we have. Ouh. U just said it. ;)

Kosong.

2010-11-08T19:47:00.001+08:00

Tidak tahu apa. Rasa kosong.

Well, days off. Sorry dear friends.

1st Lucky Draw by Atie Aizam :)

2010-11-08T18:03:00.005+08:00

I was tagged for a lucky draw by dearie nini e.. :)

Again, i tried my luck for this lucky draw because hadiahnya pun boleh tahan lumayan jgk. hoho

Here goes the terms and condition ,

1) anda mesti lah seorang blogger - yes i am. :)

2) anda mesti merupakan follower http://atieaizam.blogspot.com - i am the 860th follower. :)

3) anda mesti mempunyai alamat di MALAYSIA - of course deh.. :D

4) buat entry bertajuk 1st Lucky Draw by Atie Aizam - done!

5) mesti letak banner 1st Lucky Draw yer kat entry anda dan link kan pada blog ini - above this entry okay. :)

6) kat sidebar pun, jangan lupa letak banner ni dan link kan juga - okay! :)

7) tinggalkan link entry anda pada komen box entry ini saja - allright! :)

8) tag seorang atau lebih..terpulang pada anda - okeh! I tag this lovely blogger,

Kak Imun.. :D

Tarikh tutup ; 30 november 2010

Happy lucky drawing! haha :D

Yes.

2010-11-06T11:03:00.002+08:00

image from mr.google.

Be wise.

2010-11-04T14:28:00.009+08:00

Kisah Si Kecil Ita...

- Suatu hari dia terjumpa sebatang paku karat. Dia pun melakar simen tempat letak kereta ayahnya tetapi kerana diperbuat daripada marmar,lakaran tidak kelihatan. Dicubanya pada kereta baru ayahnya. Ya....kerana kereta itu bewarna gelap, lakarannya jelas. Apa lagi kanak-kanak ini pun melakarlah melahirkan kreativitinya. Hari itu bapa dan ibunya bermotosikal ke tempat kerja kerana laluannya sesak sempena perayaan Thaipusam.

Penuh sebelah kanan dia beredar ke sebelah kiri kereta. Dilakarnya gambar ibu dan ayahnya, gambarnya sendiri, lukisan ayam, kucing dan sebagainya mengikut imaginasinya. Kejadian itu langsung tak disedari si pembantu rumah.

Pulang petang itu, terkejut besar pasangan itu melihat kereta yang baru setahun dibeli dengan bayaran ansuran yang belum habis berbayar, berbatik-batik.

Si bapa yang belum pun masuk ke rumah terus menjerit, 'Siapa punya kerja ni?' Pembantu rumah yang tersentak dengan jeritan itu berlari keluar. Dia juga beristighfar. .Mukanya merah padam ketakutan tambah-tambah melihat wajah bengis tuannya.

Sekali lagi diajukan pertanyaan keras kepadanya, dia terus mengatakan 'Tak tahu... !''Saya tak tahu Tuan..!

''Duduk di rumah sepanjang hari tak tahu, apa kau buat?' herdik siisteri lagi.

Bila anak yang mendengar suara ayahnya, tiba-tiba berlari keluar dari bilik. Dengan penuh manja dia berkata 'Ita buat ayahhh.. cantik kan !' katanya menerkam ayahnya ingin bermanja seperti selalu.

Dengan kasih murni seorang anak yang belum memahami apa-apa, menarik lembut poket seluar abahnya, manja.

Si ayah yang hilang sabar merentap ranting kecil pokok bunga raya didepannya, terus dipukul bertalu-talu tapak tangan anaknya. Si anak yang tak mengerti apa-apa terlolong-lolong kesakitan sekaligus ketakutan.

Puas memukul tapak tangan, si ayah memukul pula belakang tangan anaknya. Si ibu cuma mendiamkan diri, mungkin setuju dan berasa puas dengan hukuman yang dikenakan.Pembantu rumah melopong, tak tahu nak buat apa-apa, sungguh kesian dan teramat sedih, namun dia sangat takut .

Si bapa cukup rakus memukul-mukul tangan kanan dan kemudian tangan kiri anaknya. Selepas merasa puas, si bapa masuk ke rumah dituruti si ibu. Pembantu rumah segera memeluk dengan penuh sayang dan duka, cepat-cepat menggendong anak kecil itu, membawanya ke bilik.

Dilihatnya tapak tangan dan belakang tangan si anak kecil calar balar.Menangis teresak-esak keduanya, dalam bilik.Pembantu rumah memandikan anak kecil itu. Sambil menyiram air sambil dia menangis. Anak kecil itu pula terjerit-jerit menahan kepedihan sebaik calar-balar itu terkena air.

Si pembantu rumah kemudian menidurkan anak kecil itu. Si bapa sengaja membiarkan anak itu tidur bersama pembantu rumah.

Keesokkan harinya, kedua-dua belah tangan si anakbengkak. Pembantu rumah mengadu. 'Sapukan minyak gamat tu!' balas tuannya, bapa si anak.

Pulang dari kerja, dia tidak melayan anak kecil itu yang menghabiskan masa di bilik pembantu. Si bapa konon mahu mengajar anaknya.

Tiga hari berlalu, si ayah langsung tidak menjenguk anaknya sementara si ibu juga begitu tetapi setiap hari bertanya kepada pembantu rumah. 'Ita demam... ' jawap pembantunya ringkas. 'Bagi minum panadol tu,' balas si ibu.

Sebelum si ibu masuk bilik tidur dia menjenguk bilik pembantunya. Apabila dilihat anaknya ita dalam pelukan pembantu rumah, dia menutup semula pintu.

Masuk hari keempat, pembantu rumah memberitahu tuannya bahawa suhu badan Ita terlalu panas. 'Petang nanti kita bawa ke klinik. Pukul 5.00 siap' kata majikannya itu.

Sampai waktunya si anak yang longlai dibawa ke klinik. Doktor mengarahnya ia dirujuk ke hospital kerana keadaannya serius. Setelah seminggu di wad pediatrik doktor memanggil bapa dan ibu kanak-kanak itu.

'Tiada pilihan..' katanya yang mencadangkan agar kedua-dua tangan kanak-kanak itu dipotong kerana jangkitan yang sudah menjadi gangren sudah terlalu teruk.

'Ia sudah bernanah, demi nyawanya tangan perlu dipotong dari siku ke bawah' kata doktor. Si bapa dan ibu bagaikan terkena halilintar mendengar kata-kata itu. Terasa dirinya tunggang terbalik, tapi apalah dapat dikatakan.

Si ibu meraung merangkul si anak. Dengan berat hati dan lelehan air mata isterinya, si bapa terketar-ketar menandatangani surat kebenaran pembedahan.

Keluar dari bilik pembedahan, selepas ubat bius yang dikenakanhabis, si anak menangis kesakitan. Dia juga terpinga-pinga, melihatkedua- dua tangannya berbalut putih.

Direnung muka ayah dan ibunya. Kemudian ke wajah pembantu rumah.Dia mengerutkan dahi melihat mereka semua menangis. Dalam seksaan menahan sakit, si anak yang keletah bersuara dalam linangan air mata...

'Abah.. Mama... Ita tak buat lagi. Ita tak mau ayah pukul. Ita tak mau jahat. Ita sayang abah.. sayang mama.' katanya berulang kali membuatkan si ibu gagal menahan rasa.

'Ita juga sayang Kak Narti..' katanya memandang wajah pembantu rumah, sekaligus membuatkan gadis dari Surabaya itu meraung seperti histeria.

Tidak seorang pun yang melihat suasana itu tidak menangis.... 'Abah.. bagilah balik tangan Ita. Buat apa ambil.. Ita janji tak buat lagi! Ita nak makan, macam mana? Nak main macam mana? Ita janji tak conteng kereta lagi,' katanya bertalu-talu.

Bagaikan gugur jantung si ibu mendengar kata-kata anaknya. Meraunglah dia sekuat hati namun takdir yang sudah terjadi, tiada manusia dapat menahannya.. -

Source from here.

Right after i read this story, i was like.. uhhh! Well, just a kid u know, a kid. Fikiran budak2, apala yg mau di hanginkan sgt. At least consider their size! Terbayang la sy budak Ita ni kecik2 comel jak manusia tu pg hentam sepuas ati. Adoyaii. Apa sgtla kereta tu. Kereta byk jak jual tepi2 jalan. Bila2 bole beli baru wehh.Tangan anak?? Ada ka jual d Supermarket? Ada?? Heii..Cukuplah bertindak seperti manusia yang tidak punya akal. Bertindaklah seperti manusia yang sewajarnya manusia. Ok?

Haraplah ini sekadar cerita. Bukan kisah benar yang berlaku dimana-mana pelosok dunia. Kalaulah ini kisah nyata, khas buat abahnya Ita, pls.

BE WISE.

Like! xD

2010-11-02T23:25:00.004+08:00

They are back! haha

Its my love achik. If before, her blog sunyi sepi kehilangan tuan, kini blog itu mula menampakkan diri untuk berada tingkat teratas of my blog list. Welcome back to the club, Achik. haha

MIRACLE! Thats what she said when she texted me yesterday. Yeah. Sgt ajaib.Tiba2 OLS menduduki tangga teratas my blog list. Tahniah diucapkan kepada my love Angah yg telah berjaya mempublish post yg sekian lama berada d draft itu.. haha

Siblings bloggers. Tidak dlm gambar ; Alang. :D

Extras, Angah's little family.

Smile=bahagia

Super love this picture because of Nia's cute action. xD

Thats me. Yeah me. With Angah n cutie Nia, at Pantai Tg Aru, KK.

Ok. Thats it. Kegembiraan sy sempena kembalinya mereka ke dunia blog.. :D

p/s : post ni dlm draft sejak smlm.tp tenet lembap cam siput.even now ! =.="

Little Loves.

2010-11-01T17:27:00.004+08:00

Kids. They brighten up ur days. Their innocent face brings smile for u to go through the day. Their cute actions make u feel free from any burden. Their sweet smile inspire u to keep moving. Even to think about them, u'll smile even u are all alone. *Well, if these sentences mean nothing for u, just change the pronoun okay. :)

Here we go, the little hero of the family, Dhiyaul Hakim Shah B Mohd Imran Shah. To see his face from Mdm Nori's laptop just now really make me feel like to hug him even from far here. He is my Along little boy. Superactive and smart because he is Q-dees kindergarten student and because he is my nephew.. :P

Ill never forget the moments for the picture below, seharian kami mengelilingi KK, just to find the best bicycle for Hakim's birthday.. LOL

The little princess of the family. Nur Izzah Awfia Bt Ehzatul Awlia (betul ka eja ni Angah?), the cutest little love that brighten our days. Bila Angah balik Sabah utk cuti, semua org berebut2 mau mendukung si chomell ini. Look, the innocent face of her, just woke up from great tight sleep at Simpang Mengayau beach..

This is taken when the family celebrate our birthday at the same day. Nia 30May and me, 1June. We celebrated it on 1st June 2010. Cutie her right?

This are both of them. Cute snap of them sleeping together with the same colour of shirts. Pic taken by Along.

This is them, awake. The cute faces on Hakim's 'big car'. :)

In short, they are our little loves and i really miss them.Sekian terima kasih. :)

p/s : Alang ada post akim n nia, so me either want to make one. hee

Days off.

2010-10-31T22:36:00.004+08:00

Im having a days off for blogging. Sorry and thank u for all yg masih setia mengunjungi blog ini.. Still, i appreciate u all.. :)

Dan kini, saya sdg menikmati saat2 indah menonton movies. >.<

Selamat berEXAM kpd mereka2 yg terlibat. N of cos, not for me. Hurray!

p/s : in a real counting days mode. haha

Kisah Kasih.

2010-10-27T21:21:00.004+08:00

Kami suka bergaduh. Hari-hari bergaduh. Hari-hari meluahkan kebencian. Kdg2 kerana cemburu tidak tentu pasal. Kdg2 kerana berebutkan sesuatu. Kdg2 utk mencuri perhatian semua org. Kdg2 kerana mmg tidak suka.

Tp saya syg dia. Selalu dan sentiasa.

Pernah satu ketika, kerana marah yang tak terhingga, saya cedera kerana dia. Kening sy berparut sebab dia. Puncanya, parut itu kekal hingga hari ini. :( and i look bad with that scar on my face. Saya berfikir utk menyimpan dendam, mungkin melakar sebarang parut pada wajahnya suatu hari nti. Itu di fikiran jahat sy. Tp sehingga sekarang dia masih cantik tanpa sebarang parut seperti yg saya ada. Pernah satu ketika juga, dia menolak pertolongan sy. Katanya saya x ikhlas, dan dia benci saya. Saya sedih mendengar itu, tp saya ego. Saya kata saya pun x ada hati utk tolong dia. X ikhlas pn. Itu kerana saya EGO.

Tp sekarang saya sudah dewasa. Saya sudah boleh berfikir dgn lebih matang walaupun sememangnya tingkah laku saya tidak begitu meyakinkan lg sebagai seorang yang matang. Saya tidak mahu lagi melakar hitam di kertas yang putih. Saya tidak mahu lagi menambah luka yang sedia ada. Saya mahu menyayangi walaupun tidak disenangi. Saya mahu sentiasa bersama kerana dia mengalirkan darah yang sama seperti yang mengalir di tubuh saya. Secara faktanya, dia darah daging saya.

Nurul Safuroh Bt Numan, jgn fikir yang pahit semuanya hitam seperti kopi. Jgn fikir yang manis semuanya putih seperti gula. Kami syg kamu. Dan syg itu tidak semuanya manis. In a certain part, it has to be bitter. Kami syg kamu. Dan syg itu tidak semuanya diam. Suara kami bkn suara kebencian. Teliti semula dan cari dimana titik kasih di situ.

Mari, kita matang bersama.

On a Right Track!

2010-10-26T21:44:00.008+08:00

1. KETIKA MENCARI CALON

Janganlah mencari isteri, tapi carilah ibu bagi anak-anak kita.

Janganlah mencari suami, tapi carilah ayah bagi anak-anak kita.

2. KETIKA MELAMAR

Anda bukan sedang meminta kepada orang tua/wali si gadis, tetapi meminta kepada Allah melalui orang tua/wali si gadis.

3. KETIKA AKAD NIKAH

Anda berdua bukan menikah di hadapan penghulu, tetapi menikah di hadapan Allah

4. KETIKA RESEPSI PERNIKAHAN

Catat dan hitung semua tamu yang datang untuk mendoa'kan anda, kerana anda harus berfikir untuk mengundang mereka semua dan meminta maaf apabila anda berfikir untuk BERCERAI kerana menyia-nyiakan do'a mereka.

5. KETIKA MALAM PERTAMA

Bersyukur dan bersabarlah. Anda adalah sepasang anak manusia dan bukan sepasang malaikat.

6. SELAMA MENEMPUH HIDUP BERKELUARGA

Sedarilah bahawa jalan yang akan dilalui tidak melalui jalan bertabur bunga, tapi juga semak belukar yang penuh onak dan duri.

7. KETIKA BIDUK RUMAH TANGGA GOYANG

Jangan saling berlepas tangan, tapi sebaliknya justeru semakin erat berpegang tangan

8. KETIKA BELUM MEMILIKI ANAK

Cintailah isteri atau suami anda 100%

9. KETIKA TELAH MEMILIKI ANAK

Jangan bagi cinta anda kepada (suami) isteri dan anak anda, tetapi cintailah isteri atau suami anda 100% dan cintai anak-anak anda masing-masing 100%.

10.KETIKA EKONOMI KELUARGA MERUDUM

Yakinlah bahawa pintu rezeki akan terbuka lebar berbanding lurus dengan tingkat ketaatan suami dan isteri.

11.KETIKA EKONOMI BERKEMBANG

Jangan lupa akan jasa pasangan hidup yang setia mendampingi kita semasa menderita

12.KETIKA ANDA ADALAH SUAMI

Boleh bermanja-manja kepada isteri tetapi jangan lupa untuk bangkit secara bertanggung jawab apabila isteri memerlukan pertolongan Anda.

13.KETIKA ANDA ADALAH ISTERI

Tetaplah berjalan dengan gemalai dan lemah lembut, tetapi selalu berhasil menyelesaikan semua pekerjaan.

14.KETIKA MENDIDIK ANAK

Jangan pernah berpikir bahawa orang tua yang baik adalah orang tua yang tidak pernah marah kepada anak,kerana orang tua yang baik adalah orang tua yang jujur kepada anak

15.KETIKA ANAK BERMASALAH

Yakinilah bahawa tidak ada seorang anakpun yang tidak mahu bekerjasama dengan orang tua, yang ada adalah anak yang merasa tidak didengar oleh orang tuanya.

16.KETIKA ADA PIL.

Jangan diminum, cukuplah suami, isteri sebagai ubat.

17.KETIKA INGIN AMAN DAN HARMONIS

Gunakanlah formula 7 K

1 Ketaqwaan

2 Kasih sayang

3 Kesetiaan

4 Komunikasi dialogis

5 Keterbukaan

6 Kejujuran

7 Kesabaran

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Ini tentang kehidupan berkeluarga. Ops. Sy belum kahwin oke. Tp sy tertarik dgn nasihat sebegini rupa. Jadi, kalau ada yg berfikir utk bercerai antara suami isteri, remember that u have to invite all guests attended ur wedding ceremony to say sorry sebab doa dan masa yang diluangkan dlm hidup mereka telah disia2 kan. O well, thats a wow. Kalaulah pasangan yg bercerai itu akan dihukum penjara kerana tidak berbuat demikian, mungkin kuranglah peratus cerai di dunia ni kn. Siapa tahu.

p/s : sy copy, sy paste. Its a good advice for all. Thank u for reading. :D

Source from here.

Post Mengarut.

2010-10-26T10:26:00.007+08:00

Pengalaman yang hebat sebagai co-ordinator subjek social studies dmna ini adalah pengalaman pertama saya menghadapi assignments utk subjek ini. *skema. So whatt? opss.sorry. Terkasar bahasa.

Well, before i go to the experience, mari kita berbicara tentang kerja last minute. Honestly, for ur information, im a real last minute person. Assignment baru2 ini, yg kami dpt pada 28 September, baru saya sentuh pagi kelmarin, 25 Oktober. So, what say u? Kritiklah sy but just for u to know, sy tidak pernah lg sebelum ini melangkaui sebarang due date biarpun sy memulakan kerja sehari sebelum due date tersebut.

Ada yg kata, "Sy bukan last minute punya org", "Sy x suka kerja last minute", "Sy nak siapkan kerja awl2" and ill just smile and continue watching the movie while everyone were damn busy trying to make things at the very first minute. When it comes to the due date, yeah, i do feel some panic feeling. But instead of being super panic, i prefer to do things silently so that everything goes well at the end of the minutes. Guess what? I always did good. Bkn membangga diri, just to tell u, u dont have to worry if i dont do things good at the first minute, because last minute is my friend. and this friend of mine always be good to me.

Sekali lagi sy tegaskan, sy bukan membangga diri pada post ini, tp sy cuma tidak ingin menyusahkan sesiapa utk berfikir tentang apa yang tidak sempurna pada saya. Ok? :)

Apa yang mencabar sy sebagai co-ordinator subjek adalah bilamana henfon sy tidak berhenti menjerit kerana adanya panggilan2 telefon dan mesej2 yang pelbagai bunyi dan variasi pertanyaan. Facebook sy turut menjadi mangsa apabila segala ketidakfahaman mereka dimuntahkan disitu. Kepopularan secara mendadak ini telah memberi kesan mendalam pd sy dan akhirnya sy terpaksa menutup henfon dan log out fb utk sementara waktu kerana sy perlukan PRIVASI sebentar.

Accidentally, when i think back, its cruel if i dont answer what ever they want to know. So, i struggled to finish everything anddddddd YESS! I finished the assignment. :D Then only i on my fon and fb again kemudian barulah sy jawab semua soalan mereka..

To friends, im sorry that i became a bit cruel last night for not giving u guys feedback of ur questions. Really sorry. To Mr. HEA, thank u for ur support. :)

I think i have moral of the story here : Kindly bother to ask ur lecturer earlier especially when u know ur lecturer will go somewhere later on. Even if u plan to make ur task at the last minute, do care about everything that u need to know before ur lecturer gone. Dont depend on others even ur co-ordinator. Because nor ur co-ordinator will know everything about the thing u want to ask. Thank u >.<

p/s : Movies. Relax. SABAH. Yippie! :D

Be proud, women!

2010-10-25T00:23:00.004+08:00

*Happy birthday, to anyone who was born on yesterday, today and tomorrow date.

Yeah. A story. I attended an usrah session tonight and i really very interested about something my Kak Naqibah brought for us.

TAUHID ASMA WASSIFAT. ataupun beriman kepada nama-nama Allah.

Betapa Allah memuliakan wanita, apabila salah satu drpd nama-nama Allah itu diletakkan sebagai nama salah satu organ pada tubuh wanita.

AR-RAHIM = Maha Penyayang

Di rahim seorang wanita, akan membesar janin yang sedang dikandungkan dengan penuh rasa kasih dan sayang seorang ibu kepada anak yang sedang dikandungkan di dalam rahim beliau. Subhanallah, betapanya Allah mengangkat darjat seorang wanita yang mampu mengandungkan, melahirkan dan memelihara seorang insan yang bernama manusia. Dan dengan kuasa Allah juga, semuanya bermula di RAHIM seorang wanita. dan mana pula bahagian tubuh lelaki yang berkait dengan nama-nama Allah? Sorry. TIADA. Sekian terima kasih.

Ok. Sounds like weird? Yeah. Whats wrong with that kan. Sy pun ada perasaan jugak utk menjadi baik. Tp mgkn lemahnya sy kerana tidak berjaya sepenuhnya ke arah itu.

By the way, saya suka fakta ini. Sgt suka. Rasa bertuah menjadi perempuan a.k.a wanita.

p/s : struggling for the final assignment and heading toward holiday. Yeayyy!

alienelliz Header Contest. :)

2010-10-23T15:42:00.006+08:00

Yeah. 2nd bet! ahaha.

Ok. So, this is header competition. Cukup comelkah headerku untuk dipertandingankan?
Well, belum cuba belum tahu kan. :)

So, i try. :D

I tag these three bloggers yg berheader comel ( just in case u are interested ) :

Lulu
Cik Ryna Tri Asmara
Sasa

U too have a beautiful header! So, go here to join this competition. :)

Thank u alienelliz for inviting me to join this. :D

Miss Nuanza Birthday Giveaway. :)

2010-10-23T15:01:00.007+08:00

Yeah.First giveaway by Miss Nuanza. And first giveaway I ever join. :D

To go to her blog, go here.

So, this is the bithday card. Sorry if its too simple..

To Miss Nuanza, terima kasih kerana menginvite sy untuk menyertai giveaway ini. Sempena dengan ulang tahun kelahiran anda, saya ucapkan SELAMAT HARI LAHIR. :)

Semoga sentiasa bahagia dalam hidup bersama orang-orang yang tersayang hendaknya. Well done juga untuk diet yg saya kira sgt berjaya. Semoga terus dan sentiasa akan sukses dalam kehidupan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. :D

p/s : Miss Nuanza, semoga cukup syarat dan boleh menang topup RM30. hee

Thank You. :)

2010-10-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

This post is my official thank you for those 100 person who like my blog.

Thank you ladies and gentleman. Sisters and brothers. Aunts and uncles. Friends and relatives. And my love bloggers ; Angah, Alang and Achik.

Thank you for supporting Life Lessons for all this time.

Walaupun kdg2 sy merapu dan merepek ntah apa2, I thank u much for still scrolling down to read each words Id put in this blog.

( ceitt, baru 100. Org lain beribu suda diam2 jak pun. )
Well, id learned how to appreciate people in my life, and im practically doing what i learned. And of course, i do appreaciate those who dont like my blog and what i write in my blog. Thank u for considering to care about my blog even in the small, small part in ur life.

THANK YOU. :)

Technology?

2010-10-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

Yeah.. Technology.

In time of hard.

2010-10-20T21:01:00.003+08:00

My dear fellows, if i ask u, what make u strong? U have 3 seconds to think.

1

2

3

Ok. Times up. So, what is it that make u strong?

Will u be strong and motivate if u are in this situation :
~u're having a bad flu, superb headache in class. By that time, ur teacher had make a games for u to play in class. Bad luck, ur group failed and u were asked to do something that u really not willing to do with such condition. U strongly stand and do as they wish but still, people laugh and critics u.~

Ok. bagi yg sihat walafiat, sudah tentu rasa ok dan tidak terkesan pun dgn situasi yg begini kan? If only i was well, ill do things well too. And if only the classmates good enough to let me be as sporting as i can, i will too.

Ok. What with my post? Angry? Pissed off? Yes, i am. I didn't really had my real sleep the day before the exhibition. The exhibition day, i felt like my head was going to explode. Last night, Mr.Flu come and visit me, until today he dont wanna go. Still, the headache is killing my day. and the things happened really killed my spirit today. One more, just for u to know, its tiring making FAKE SMILE!

Yeah. Maybe for some its just a little thing. Even for me, its nothing. But, the feeling say that its really hurt. Having a war with the headache, controlling the flu. For god sake, its even hard for me to tell myself to be strong. Really hard.

Like knowing my hard time, i got a call from mama. Asking how am i going at this very moment. Without even telling anything, she asked me if i have a flu. My voice sounds different, my breath is like something wrong ; she said. I cried instead of answering. I miss u mama.. How i wish i can see u and father's face now. T_T

Thats it. They always there at the exact time i need them. Its like they have magic. To know that im dealing with the time.

The hard time.

I have a twin.

2010-10-18T11:59:00.004+08:00

Name : Norhidayah Bt Ramlie
Class : PA,IPG Kampus Tawau
Age : Same as me
Status : Taken
Position : My forever twin

Shes my twin. She is nice. She is smart. She is clever. She is beautiful. She is marvellous. Just like me. :P (but still, NOT perfect.)

Pls refer to my previous post, nobody is perfect. Not even u. To critic someone, u have to make sure that u are good enough first. I would like to know, siapa dia yg berani buat my twin sedih hari ini. Ok. Im not going to know, but if its u, then u should have realize, that u have ur own imperfectness too. If people make mistake, it doesnt mean u officially have the right to condemn people. Ok folks? :)

Ok. Im not angry. I just pissed of. When i see this sentence :

"aku x mo tukar kwn2 len..aku mo kamu suma, kwn aku yg dulu.."

Ok. This is not a good sign. Tiba2 i feel like she need me( ayt perasan ka? ) No. Because we always need each other. Twin kan. I know how will she look like crying there. I know how will she look like being weak there. I know how will she easily give up if theres no one next to her. Kak Shar, jaga si dayah aa.. Aku sedih ni rindu dia. Kasi tau tu org2 tu, twin dia marah drg buat si dayah sedih..T_T

Ok dayah. Pls be strong. If not, im the one who will fall. (sengsara ada twin, what ur twin feel, ull feel it too.) Tp sy bahagia ada twin mcm si Dayah. I know she feel the same too.

Kan twin? :)

p/s : i love u twin.

Perfect?

2010-10-17T15:52:00.004+08:00

Dia cantik. Dia menarik. Dia baik. Dia cerdik. Dia memahami. Dia bertolak ansur. Dia hebat. Dia sopan. Dia lemah lembut. Dia pandai. Dia rajin. Dia ini. Dia itu. Dia lah semuanya. Pendek kata, dia adalah ini :

PERFECT?

Zaman sekarang wujud lg kah agknya org yg begini? Wujud lg kah yg cantik luaran dan dalaman? Wujud lagikah yg sempurna fizikal dan emosi? Wujud lagi kah yg langsung tiada cacat cela? Wujud lagi kah yg mustahil sekali buat kita sebal dan tidak suka?
Wujud lagi?

Its possible that its impossible kan? Manusia skrg, sesempurna mana pn di mata manusia yg lain, mesti ada cacatnya. Mungkin tidak terlihat pada pandangan pertama. Pandangan kedua dan seterusnya? Ok. Fikir sendiri bole? :D

Kesempurnaan bukan milik manusia. Bak kata my Achik, if u think ure perfect enough, try to walk on the water (achik,2010)
Jadi kalau ada pn yg boleh berjalan atas air, dia guna sihir la tu. See, ketidaksempurnaan disana. Sebab org tu tidak tau yg sihir itu berdosa. Kan?

My point is, i am not perfect. Not even u.

Another point is, trying to be perfect is ok. Pretending to be perfect is likely to be ok. Admitting that u are perfect is totally not ok.

Ok? :)